Recent content by tryingtobecontent

Ive been doing good tonight ;)

I completely agree with everything you have said here. I've realized that this is a big part of the issue and I'm really doing a lot more. I'll see her today & this weekend and am going to be much more involved with taking care of her. Red is and does give me tons of suggestions, I'm just shy...

I like leauge of legends a lot but I'm terrible at it. I prefer MMOs. I played World of Warcraft for quite a long time. On a side note, I know its cliche but anyone currently playing Fortnite? I'm getting slightly sick of playing but its a great time waster.

Hey Mrbritish, What youve got there sounds like some special relationships early into polyamorism. Thats fantastic. Its always very motivating to read / hear stories of people working with eachother so well. It makes me happy :) Thank you for sharing, you both sound very ready for this and...

Thanks kdt. Always appreciate you popping in. Ill take you up on that offer :)

Red is going to be sleeping over Blues house tomorrow. This will be a test of my coping skills of overcoming the jealousy and envy I will be experiencing. Ill just relax and play some games and have a few beers for me time, i dont get enough. Anyone an avid gamer that could maybe PM me?

I got so much out of this. Fantastic way of explaining negative thinking. Thank you for sharing.

Consistent and very helpful person. I cant begin to thank you enough and couldnt ask for better advice. Ive been feeling very confused, lonely, jealous.. and this member has given me a lot more hope in my whole situation.

I appreciate all of your time and help, Galagirl.

She wants me to grow with Blue as much as i do. She really wants everything to work out. Red is far from upset and wants to know how i feel. Shes usually the person that initiates these conversations. I try to avoid them lately because like i said, i need someone else to talk to. Red and i are...

Thank you for helping me think these things through Gala, its like reconditioning my brain. Ive been feeling so confused and somewhat lonely in that I need someone to talk to about this that wouldn't think different of me. I'll speak up but I'm not going to be pushy with her, I do definitely...

I understand that blue most likely looks at me in the light you are explaining, somewhat of a FWB. I completely understand that we wont develop at the same time or maybe a long time from now. I did ask blue to text me the last time i saw her bec i wanted to hear that everyrhing was going...

Youre probably right. And okay, I will try to stop thinking like this. Thank you, your help has been pretty liberating.

Definently. Ive entetained the idea that she may not realize how important just one message could mean to me. I miss her and shes been in a place where its essentially a week long party. I just wanted her to tell me that she was okay (eating alright, because when im at a thing like blue is at...

Yeah, just to try and check in, make sure she was having fun and being safe.. it just annoys me that i havent gotten a single text from her trip while red has been in contact with her the whole time. I guess shes just trying to not lead me on or something? My immediate reactions this past week...