Recent content by walkingwill

Thanks for the harsh words. Sometimes people like me need to hear them. I've also had those thoughts nagging at me in the back of my mind for awhile now, but convinced myself it was all just because this type of thing was new to me. It's time I rethink things. Thanks for everything, all of you. :)

Typical protection and we go in for testing every three months. When we first started dating we went in.

I think what I am feeling is due to insecurity, like you said, from the fear of her just ending our relationship. Finding someone that's "good enough to keep her" and what not. Her seemingly large network of flings is admittedly intimidating. Maybe these feelings of attempting to be indifferent...

Hello. I'm new to the forum and to this thought process, still trying to figure out if it works for me, or if I'm just out of touch with my emotions. I have had a lot of loss lately. Both of my parents and my best friend passed in the last 2 years. I'm looking for advice on my situation, as...