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Exciting part of the night: I got to make out with Ellie's friend who I met a few months ago and have been thinking about since. Alex, of course, had to one up me and make out with her several times. (The on-going joke is Alex is not helping the allegations that she's a sex pest.) I made a big...

So the next week, I had a date with Ellie where I took her to a cat cafe, as she'd never been before! I had basically made plans with Alex to have dinner with her friend, as he was in our city for work, but that wasn't until 7. So I met up with Ellie at like 12 midday to see her. She had a...

I had a blast while friend Alex was visiting. We did a load of fun stuff. Bridesmaid dresses were tried on, and they all look so cute in them! Alex seemed a lil uncomfortable, but she's never worn a proper like floor-length dress before, so it was just a new thing. Pictures below of me trying to...

We had a catch up after work yesterday where I explained my feelings to Ash and she told me that I had the idea of I couldn't date her partners wrong, when she'd said that she was frustrated because she'd bought Amelia home to sleep with like literally a year ago we'd had a threesome and she was...

So some very unexpected things have happened in the last few weeks and I wasn't sure exactly when to write about them so fuck it here we go: Ash has a new girlfriend! Ash often goes out to local music gigs and when I'd written on our calandar like 2 weeks ago(?) that I was busy on sunday she...

There's been a lot going on, and I've felt a bit overwhelmed to try write it all down, but the longer I put it off the more I have to write about. Although it is many months away, I got a deposit put in for mine and Josie's first dress-altering appointment. I emailed back and forth with the...

It's totally crazy how we get in our own heads about this sort of stuff. Every time you post a picture on here it always makes me so happy because you always look so happy and full of life. But obviously I totally get your own perception of yourself is so different especially after weight loss...

Well, very unexpedidly, both Josie and I picked our wedding dresses on Saturday! I went in there so set on buying a dress online and just trying them on. I thought Josie might fall in love with one, and she did, but it took literaly hours of trying on dresses for me to come around to the idea so...

Our trip to Scotland was good, but the whole polycule got covid so rip 😬 Alex didn't mention feeling ill to me last week but we were a bit preoccupied with everything that happened and I also got really ill on Thursday with stomach/ovary related issues and she was much more concerned with me...

The rule originally was set in place for safety and to help manage my expectations around texting and communication. I have these rules with all my partners. In fact, I have a bunch that are for my nesting partners, that I have shared with Alex, but don't apply to her because we don't live...

Well, Alex really fucked up. She dropped me home on Saturday like she usually does. She was pretty quiet that evening, and that continued into Sunday. This isn't abnormal. She likes her time alone, as I've written about here many many times before. Well, yesterday she had texted a tiny bit in...

The end of the last update was kinda heavy. I'm working through things and just trying to figure out how I actually feel. it's rather up and down just now, but I'll talk about it more when I've had time to really process everything. The update for today is a happier one! First of all, oh my...

I thought about doing an update here but I haven'y really had much to update on so I've held off and then oops it's been a month. My period is due to start today and although I've felt a bit low it definitely wasn't as bad as last month. I've been super busy with archery for the last month and...

My period turned up, and I feel completely fine now! Body is weird. I got some new bathroom scales and turns out my old ones were really messed up and weighing me like a whole kilo more than I actually am, so I'm pretty happy now about, well everything. This weekend, archery isn't on, so...

This was my first thought too, especially paired with me doubting my thoughts/reality for the last few months around it all. But I don't think that's the case. I have been in a lot of toxic and abusive relationships before, and although I know how blind you become to the signs, I like to think...

The general anxiety and feeling terrible has improved slightly, but I still feel pretty crappy. I had a big talk with Alex about our expectations and how we can both be happier in our relationship. We talked a lot, and I just felt really, I don't know, kinda blindsided by some of the things she...

This week has been a bit rough mentally. I'm not sure exactly why, but my anxiety is making me feel crazy and I just feel so on edge and panicked all the time. I recently decided to reread Alex and I's old messages, when we first met up to the first few months of us being together, and they're...

We booked the photographer and got the photobooth for free! We had a call with the guy. he seemed really nice and down to earth. We went through what we wanted from the day. he talked us through what he usually does, and gave us a lot of suggestions, as he's shot at that venue a lot. We also...

We booked our wedding venue! We went to view the venue yesterday and absolutely fell in love with it. I'll include some pictures because they'll do better than words. We have a date set and now I can finally get so many things done! We have a zoom meeting with a celebrant on the 29th to see...

Sooooooo, I proposed on Friday! The ring arrived like a week early and I decided since she was expecting it to happen on the 10th I would just do it super early and really suprise her. Well I did just that! I have pictures and a video! THE VIDEO!!!