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I'm still having some screwed up dreams, but they're not preventing me from sleeping. I am, however, moderately depressed and filled with a general tiredness and desire to sleep. Unfortunately, I can't sleep at work. I think it's some combination between February (which is when the seasonal...

In other news, I learned yesterday that I didn't get the job. And then I slept eight hours. The dreams were still fucked up, but not nearly as stressful!

Well, I think I should stop trying to read too much into that bad dream because, in the first place, my date with Raven went very well and we had a great time as usual. So my reminders to myself that the two weeks between dates seems related to a lot of the pre-date feelings of apathy and...

The title of this thread, suggesting an lgbtq space on the forums, doesn't have one.

Not to play oppression olympics, but people very frequently leave off the IA or, worse, translate A into "ally." It's pretty alienating as someone who strongly identifies with ace-spectrum issues. Just the title to this thread, even. I prefer "gender and sexuality diverse," but I guess people...

I had a pretty bizarre dream last night. I was at an apartment that I shared with Purr to pick up some things. I hadn't told her I would be there, and I had all of my pets with me. I had just gotten out of the shower when she showed up with 3 people with whom she was pretty clearly making out...

Hate it, don't celebrate it with anyone. This year will be special, though, because I'll be getting my IUD removed and replaced, so I'll probably hate it extra.

I was married several years as the only one open to poly, but respecting that my spouse wasn't interested, so we were closed. Until suddenly be was interested, so we've been open about 2.5 years now. We were never poly-mono, however. Which leg? I'm married. My spouse is married. His girlfriend...

I'll miss your blog (which was one of my inspirations to start blogging here), but your happiness and sanity come first. Thanks for the years! Keep doing what's best for you!

Despite the massive loads of travel anxiety, I had a very good time at Flame's. I got to play tabletop Starfinder with his gaming friends. They're great RPers and more focused on the RP than the hack and slash, which is a dynamic that just doesn't happen with my gaming groups here at home. Not...

I'm still having a hard time believing that I'm leaving to see Flame tomorrow. There's so much I need to do. Enter my hours at work since I'm going to be gone at the end of the pay period. Pick up prescriptions, cut pills and put just enough of them to last in old but not expired bottles for...

I haven't been getting a lot of sleep and I've been really anxious lately. Uncertainty slays me, and there's very little more uncertain than my dog's constantly evolving medical condition in conjunction with my planned trip... at the end of this week. Just saying that tightens up my shoulders...

Maybe you're asexual or demisexual going through an ace period. There's nothing wrong with not wanting sex, unless it really bothers YOU that you don't want it. The reason I bring this up is you said ED, but later on you said that you aren't even in a head space where you want sex. It might be...

Thanks, so far so good with my dog. She's regained her appetite and unless her situation changes drastically within the next 5 days, she should recover. ... If nothing else happens with her, it won't disrupt my trip out to see Flame. But if anything else arises, I'm going to have to...

My relationships are good right now. Meanwhile, my dad was recently diagnosed with severe COPD and won't quit smoking, and my dog is having emergency surgery today for an obstruction in her stomach. I haven't posted much because there hasn't been much poly processing to do and I've been pretty...

For what it's worth, I think you're doing the best you can with a difficult situation. It's a fairy tale to pretend that patents never resent their kids, or that just because you are frustrated, you don't also love them or are incapable of looking to their needs first. It's not rational to...

Things remain quiet and stable. Everything is good with Guitarst. Lately, he's started doing a lot more work around the house, which makes me intensely happy. I'm content with where things are with Raven. I'm not getting to see her this week, continuing our every other week tradition, but...

Following nanowrimo, things have descended into a state of calm around here. Stuff in our house keeps breaking, though. This time it's the garage door opener. And the dryer is still on the fritz. In good news, Guitarist has been doing more around the home. So when Spice unexpectedly had to...

I don't care if you update about your box all day long. Your little updates bring me joy.

Read it? I read it, and then immediately read it a second time because it was so good. The voice and pacing are excellent, and it does a great job of maintaining tension in a believable way. I hope you enjoy it!