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They have one together and she has several from a previous relationship. The oldest is out of high school and TheEngineer is potty training the youngest right now. His wife doesn’t work, as she quit her job last year due to stress. Still no sex. :( MisterMoonbeam is here but tired. He promises...

My endocrinologist did another round of testing and my TSH wasn’t as high. I mean, it was still bad, but not as awful. I will be calling my regular doctor today to schedule more testing - and to rule out a possible pituitary tumor that could be making things wonky. My body apparently likes to...

I’m a mess. My insomnia is awful and I have no idea why it seems to have ramped up so much lately. I literally can’t fall asleep until like 4 am. I also feel stressed all the time, and I’ll be like, ugh, why am I stressed right now?! I haven’t had sex this year because I just don’t feel like...

She’s not gonna quit her job. She’s making more money than she ever has in her life, she’s respected and she loves it. I hope she’s right about being able to keep this guy at arm’s length though. I really do believe she should have involved her workplace in the nonsense.

I’ve been stressed out the last few days. Crazy insomnia and just not producing what I need to be making right now for my business. However, I’m selling lots more than anticipated with my new website! Which is part of the problem - I have to take time to pack stuff up and ship it out, and then...

Merry Christmas! Our matching Christmas pajamas this year had us promoting our favorite DropOut TV shows! MisterMoonbeam, me, DarkKnight I had an AMAZING Christmas! DarkKnight absolutely shocked me with a handmade leather bag I desperately wanted while I was vending in Virginia this year. I...

Hmmm that’s interesting you’d say that! I feel like those relationships are not comparable. TheEngineer is little bit frustrating, but overall things are good between us. He’s very supportive of me and my business - I appreciate that he’s not a negative person! My family all likes him okay and...

TheEngineer had another fight with his wife. He asked to talk to MisterMoonbeam. They have a lot of parallels in their mental health struggles and they’re both dudes. Anyway, we met up for lunch this past weekend. I’m not sure if it helped him. He was solid on contacting an attorney to at least...

TheEngineer has called me twice today, upset and struggling. He makes me frustrated, to be honest, so I am sure his wife is batshit bonkers. Apparently they are fighting (still) and she wants a divorce. The same divorce she’s been saying she’s wanted since forever, it seems. He’s distressed and...

Both Yuletide events (Ohio & Pennsylvania) got canceled on me due to weather. I wore this outside today instead for some pictures. Yes, I made the flower crown! MisterMoonbeam was upset which made me upset and I ended up crying and having a meltdown. This caused me to cancel my date...

I’ve had a busy week. My website went live, the business I’m partnered with made their blog post, and it did result in a few pre-orders. I missed two days of creating product because of website issues needing my full attention, so I’m going to have to work hard next week. My tree is still...

I had a good weekend in NY with MisterMoonbeam. It was a busy trip but it went well. I’m glad to be back home though - I have a lot going on! I made the big announcement of the event my business is doing next summer, and I am finishing up getting my website ready to go live. The company that...

So my brother called me Wednesday and I talked to both him and the mother of his kids, and they have nothing for Christmas. I went and spent $280 a kid that night on gifts. They swear they will pay me back in January, which I am hoping for but not counting on. It was actually fun to go shopping...

I had a very productive weekend, with lots of upgrades happening in my studio. Flower sorter: TheEngineer actually installed this last week, but I don’t think I posted it. My helper friend is coming over today to put it to use! It’s open along the top to dump in single blossoms that don’t have...

You won’t be the first. I’ve gotten messages over the years where people are excited to tell me they read my whole journal here. I’m always sorta flattered but also slightly horrified at the same time!

Well, there are over a decade of posts here to read, moving forward from the one you quoted. 😅 I’ve been sharing quite a lot, for quite a while!

Photo drop! Today MisterMoonbeam & I went to his parents’ house for turkey and talk. They really are sweet - I love my in-laws a bunch! My hair is looking kinda curly because I let it air dry. Here’s a photo compilation I made of MisterMoonbeam wearing Flynn vests. There is a drop tomorrow...

I wouldn’t call the circumstances a whim - I feel he has a very real addiction. I don’t think he realized how much things were adding up. My relationship isn’t ruined though, and neither are our finances. Things aren’t great , but ruined is definitely not the outcome. I am struggling with ideas...

DarkKnight has his own checking and savings account - his paycheck deposits into there automatically. MisterMoonbeam has his own as well with the same situation. Both of them send me a set amount of money each pay period: MisterMoonbean has his accounting department at work break his check into...

We got the car fixed - yep, $1000 alternator. Ugh. It’s crazy because we just had the van’s done. This weekend I worked hard with my business and made $360 so far with a mystery box promotion for Small Business Saturday. I hope I make more, because cash flow sucks right now. However, I also...