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Tai'shar Malkier! Does the Golden Crane fly again? Welcome to the forum!

I think the financial support might be a big piece of this tangle, for sure. Financial dependence can easily breed resentment if there is not ample communication about equity in the relationship. Someone dependent on another for education, shelter, food, clothing, etc... can very easily feel...

I referenced the red pill in one of my posts. It was meant to be a pure Matrix reference, but I learned that there is a newer meaning that has been applied to that meme. Here's an article about it...

Hey guys, remember me? I was recently beckoned back by another member here, and I figured that it was time for another blog entry. I haven't been avoiding it, I've just been insanely busy. Our landlord is sending out an appraiser on Monday for a refinance inspection, so I've been scrambling all...

So, time for another update! Things are good - being diligent with keeping up communication has definitely been key to making sure that I'm on a healthy, positive track. It's strange, telling Ms. Fisher about the things that upset me or make me uncomfortable. I've always kept that to myself...

Yeah, I don't think that's where my head is at. I can deal with jealousy now - I just see it as a reminder of I want from Ms Fisher. The fantasy, though. It wasn't driven by my jealousy, it just sort of shouldered it out of the way while I was enjoying the thought of her changing his religion!

What a week! I haven't posted a blog these past seven days, and it sort of feels like I'm letting it slip. I've just been so busy! I finally managed to direct some of my exuberant energy to being more productive, instead of just writing about it. As helpful as the writing has been, and I'm sure...

Well, it's still at least a couple of months away, and it's an open invitation - no deadline unless a LOT of people try to join, but that's unlikely. 🙂

I threw in my two cents! I hope you get a lot of responses; this is a great place to find the information you're after!

So this is what having a full life feels like. I didn't think I would ever feel this. I've always felt like I should have been doing more with my days, and in a lot of ways, I should have indeed. Now that I've caught the wave, I can feel everything rushing up to push me ahead, ever faster. My...

More positive vibes today, folks! Despite Magdlyn's sincere and honest concern for public health, which I appreciate, I returned to bar last night. I had a sign from the universe to follow up on, after all. (And yes, I can see you rolling your eyes at me, Mag. 😉) I realized soon after my last...

Not having a running vehicle is certainly inconvenient, but catching the bus to work does give me a good slice of time to blog in the morning. Yesterday was another good day! Not only did I finally find the motivation to get more active in my household responsibilities, but I also untied another...

Today has been a great day! Yesterday, my car broke down, so I had to catch the bus to work, but that's not so bad. I had a chat with Buttercup while I was at work. I'm starting to really like her; not the hypersocial try-harding I was doing at first. We're peers in this poly exploration. It's...

Wow. That was a mood. Sleep helped a lot. We've been looking at a financial pinch comming, and that got resolved last night, so that might have had something to do with how I was feeling, too. Yesterday, when I got home from work, I didn't know if we were going to have the money to get by for...

I'm not proud of the way I've behaved in the past. I have some serious behavior issues that I can't just blame on living monogamously, or being depressed. I have a bad habit of getting defensive when Ms Fisher points out things that I'm doing wrong. I hate admitting that I've done things to hurt...

I'm a chess player myself. Played my first game in years about a week ago. I mated 3 for 3 with my buddy Kevin. Then we played Magic the Gathering instead. Minecraft is a really cool game. It combines action, horror, comedy, creativity, social networking, etc... But it will take a big chunk of...

So, while I had used it for years as a source of stimulation in my cloistered, mono life, I really do like to play Minecraft. Ever since I started playing video games, I've wanted to make, or at least play a game with a fully changeable environment. I started playing Minecraft, oh, about 15...

Sunday morning, and the last remnants of my Saturday hangover from Friday night at Kevin's house are almost beneath notice. Kevin just kept pouring whiskey into that Han Solo double shot glass when I wasn't looking. I knew I had to shoot fast. Its Han ****ing Solo! And so I went, beyond my...

It's been a couple of days since my last blog. The inspiration is still flowing, but I've been directing more of that energy to nurturing my relationships and meeting more people. I think I'm addicted to it. Not the NRE exactly, but the thrill of just meeting people! I can't believe how tightly...

Thanks for the pointers! I'll keep those in mind if I go for book publication, but I think I'm more comfortable with the idea of writing articles for now. I tend to flounder on extended projects. Maybe that's one of those things I'll be able to improve upon with my new life outlook!