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I couldn't agree more, Meera! It s not that I think my jealousy is unique - far from it! But my newness to poly along with that jealousy, placed next to Ms Fisher's experience in poly and her kink for my hookups... It feels very yin-yang to me. I am very much more in touch with my jealousy than...

We are the music makers! We are the dreamers of dreams! -- Willy Wonka

I remember being a monogamist. It wasn't very long ago. I still remember what certain things felt like, and I'm learning new ways to use those feelings to my atvantage. One powerful feeling that I've come to know again lately, a feeling that I only really feel when I am me, and not just half of...

I'll absolutely keep posting here, and if I go pro I'll see if I can plug this site. This community is important! I will be searching for publishers, but if I'm including web publishers, my ignorance of pop culture makes that a wide net to cast. That's why Im looking here first for specific...

One of the most surprising things that I've found about myself, is the way that I'm able to express myself in words. I'm having so much fun, turning my journey into a story, and bringing people along for the ride! I love to inspire specific emotions that have no name. I feel like a court bard...

I think my situation is notably unique. I have a jealous streak. I'm okay with that now, and I'm learning to deal with it, but I don't know if the idea of her with another guy will ever appeal to me, but it doesn't have to. Ms Fisher is an entirely different animal. The idea of me with another...

You guys! I cant wait to tell you about my night out last night! It was amazing!🤩 It's a bit of a story to tell, but it won't be as long as the one I posted last night. That night that I saw the fireball over Ms Fisher's head was like magic reasserting its influence in my life. It should be...

My parents' screened porch and brick patio were a favorite hang out spot for my parents and friends, my siblings and their friends, the neighbors, etc... We would play music, drink a little, pass a left-handed cigarette, and just chill. While I was staying with my parents after my breakup, I met...

So, I'm out at the bar! It's Saturday night, and it's karaoke night. There's an nice looking girl singing exes and ohs, and she's killin' it! I'm not going spend a lot of time blogging tonight, but you're in for a good read anyway! I've been talking to a girl, and she inspired me to share my...

I am definitely overthinking it. I overthink everything. I can totally see your point about using buds to create a comfortable privacy barrier, I will do that. If jealousy is not a thing for you, then there is no problem to ignore. But I am a jealous person, and I refuse to ignore that right...

I do know what you mean. It won't stop my being eager for it, though. I just had a chat with Jen, and she really helped me come down from the anxiety rush. I'll be more vocal with Ms. Fisher about my current appetite. I didn't want to interrupt her new relationship vibe, but that's codependence...

I was considering Ms. Fisher!

In the general case, I would agree. But this a new relationship for her, and I'm fine with her investing more time with him right now, especially spontaneous time. I'm starting to think I actually do just need to go get laid! I've never been with a woman knowing that I have another. I don't...

That's exactly the way in trying to see it. When we started out with this, since I was the noob, we agreed that she would wait for me to be comfortable forming my own intimate relationships before she pursued any for herself. Once I started changing my thinking, I started wanting to encourage...

Earbuds are good advice. I'll be honest though, for a while, that's going to feel a little like ignoring a "problem," because it's a conditioned response that I still have to confront. For all I know, she was using that voice ironically, but I immediately pictured her touching herself. And I...

I think so. I've been putting a lot of energy lately into making connections with new people. And I'm being very obvious about my amorous intent. I'm also sexually frustrated right now. Family life does that sometimes, and it just happens to have been sparse lately. I've been looking forward to...

Okay, just had a smoke. She grabbed one too, but she was still talking to Pete, so I didn't interrupt. I'm following up, because I don't want to feel like I'm just pushing this to the side. I still need to talk about this. I had a dream last night. She was with another guy, and I was crying in...

I knew this was coming. I knew something would happen, and I would face an emotional crisis. I knew I was going to feel things, and I think I'm doing a good job of confronting it right now. My partner and I have yet to sleep together since I realized I'm poly, and we've been waiting for an...

I just realized that I have more likes on my comments than I have comments. Maybe that happens to a lot of newcomers, I don't know. But I've never felt so quickly welcomed into a community, and it's exactly the the community that I was looking for! And it's not just the likes - it's the love...

That makes sense. Maybe it would be more productive to think of monogamy as a lifestyle that I am no longer bound to. That was the element of my life that did the most to affect the way I lived. So, I can accept that poly isn't the lifestyle I'm choosing; the lifestyle I'm choosing has more to...