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I do not like that he called her, but I understand the situation I do not blame her, i was in a terrible place last night and we slid a bit further back because a lot of my own yet-to-be-resolved insecurities and fears were ressurected. We are out at dinner talking.. i dont feel this is the...

Well, he texted and she texted back... she said she never talked about us, but tonight she said she did.... I can't take this up and down, and especially the complete lack of respect. All I feel is like I'm not worth it to her... this is the worst thing that could happen

I beta'd wow and played an MMO of some sort basically from 1998 (ultima online) to about 2010 (back to wow for an expansion). Right now I'm impatiently waiting for the "next wow" which i I dont even see being made yet... but I've currently been so busy the best I can do is watch other people...

Thank you, we have tabled "poly" for now and decided to re-visit when things are more stable, I think this is what I was after from the beginning and I feel immensely better, while she is a bit depressed (multiple factors, this is just one part, and of course it's vastly more complex than I...

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Flare

I completely agree, I have been in contact with him on a couple of occasions to explain the situation, both times he has been very willing to step away and let us work on things. I would not treat a human like that (just ghost out on them). The night we decided on NC I texted him and told him...

She set up a date night for us tonight, I'm super excited!

Depressed

I agree, what you told me yesterday was very true, I had been bottling up these things for probably years & it leads to very poor communication. I Left specific details out because I care about you and don't think they are totally relevant.. I DO NOT think that when you are breaking down you...

I actually feel like this is a very good thing. I have learned a ton of lessons and hope to be what I should have been to her this whole time, my complacency mixed with her personality lead to an extreme event. I do not feel this is insurmountable, I feel like we are still drawn closer...

I attempted to express my feelings about the vehicle on my property yesterday and that escalated to a huge fight that ended around 630am with her oldest daughter playing councilor for us.... I feel like she will not let me express my hurt with out telling me that I am attacking her, then she...

It's a deep sea commercial fishing boat, it's a business not a pleasure craft.. so those don't really apply. I'm sure he could have left his car at another friends house; I don't think it was malicious. i don't know. she thinks i'm not treating her fairly for "giving up" (in her mind) her...

I realize that I do not have to act on my feelings, I just would really rather them not be so godamn strong when related to something that I can intellectually agree with. I understand that there maybe echos of this, possibly forever; but I agree a lot with the concept of Poly and think I...

I think that's a part of it for sure. I can't logically think of why though; even when she was cheating with him I still had most of her time and attention. Its got to be insecurities, I maybe I'm worried she'll like him more and leave me (I know that's not the case, they are way too similar...

psilocybin

I enjoyed my brief period of singleness, but I am also a serial relationship addict so I enjoyed not being single as well. sounds like the perfect time with a calculus course looming, read some good books! (the game of thrones is a well written collection if you haven't already read them...

mortality

I think not; she doesn't want to anyway. before I fully found out they had agreed to alter their relationship to go back to "just friends" but I'm having a hard time believing, which I feel bad about... my trust is pretty shattered right now & that was always what I valued most about our...

We both have found outlets to talk, she has a couple of friends that she trusts. I've been using forums like this to work out my ideas, and talking with her a lot. I did not think about Skype or phone, that would be possible. we live in a very isolated area, resources are hard to come by and...