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Catching up. Home situation: May have found a place yesterday. Putting in an application. Rent is affordable, they cover trash/sewer/water. Probably about the same size of where we live now but a different set up. Can have two kitties with just a $50 deposit. Performer life: Got a fire...

Have a lot of updates. Will be posting them once at a computer.

Same name as this one.

Thought I was over being afraid... apparently I'm not.

Today: Work with one of my friends on the co-op we are going to do in regards to our photography and other things. Tomorrow: Go help someone feed 3.5/4 week old kittens. Thursday: Look at Apartment 1 Friday: Photography work out in St. Charles Saturday: BDSM lecture at coffeehouse. Sunday: Poly...

So my dad isn't willing to co-sign for a home because he doesn't want us to have an albatross around our neck when a time comes we would want to move. However he is willing to help out for us to afford a place to rent for us to afford so we will still hopefully be able to get out of this place...

Yesterday was an interesting run of emotions. First after work I spent 5 hours at a tattoo parlour. First waiting for the tattoo and then getting it. They were doing a day of the dead tattoo special and I got a pretty decent sized shoulder (outer) tattoo for only $40. And it's gorgeous. Then...

I love him and that makes me happy and he inspires me creatively. The marriage part wasn't in my mind for anything other than legal stuff because I see myself with him for life. Mind you I felt that way about Seven only without the idea of marriage stuff. He actually does want to work a full...

Woodsmith is a bio major and most entry jobs are 3x what I'm currently making. That would make it easy for me to work a couple of days a week and focus on doing my photography, modeling, and performances to bring in "fun" money for myself.

Even before he went back to school I was the main money source. Made about 10k more. That, in addition to the fact I'm not cut out for traditional work force is why when he starts working I want to drop to no more than part time somewhere and focus on my arts.

I know. His things is two fold. 1) He wants a job that is going to help him along his career once he finishes his degree. 2) He doesn't want to give up his weekends and doesn't know how working during the week with school would help. He gets money each month from his dad while he's in school but...

Money is why haven't moved yet. Started looking for places when the breakup happened but realized that with my pitiful pay and Woodsmith not working couldn't afford any rent on places. Now looking to buy but need a co-signer to get the pre-approval because of my pay. My dad might be willing to...

So there's a part of me that is actually contemplating going to a kink Halloween party on Friday. I'll make a decision that day because I know a part of it is that I'm pissed at how Seven is acting that I'm thinking of doing something that may hurt him. Anyways, the reason I came here. To share...

Ugh. So since I told him I was done and we both had to move on, let go, and get our friendship back (10 days now) Seven has been in such a foul mood. If Lamian isn't home by the time I return from the zoo I'm calling him out on it.

I'm guessing he spent the night with his new girl since you were getting the chance to do so with Mark. I would put a lot of money down that the two of them had sex as well, but now he's getting all butthurt about you sleeping with your boyfriend of how many months now? I'm with Graviton. Tell...

My husband's family. My parents and my co-workers did know about Seven and mine relationship as did family. My husband's family is very conservative Christian so they knew that Seven was my best friend who I would spend a day or two of a week with. But they had very limited interaction in...

I met pretty much all of Seven's friends when we were together. I also met his dad, step-mom, and one of his brothers. He would also talk about me to other people that I hadn't met. I wouldn't be someone's secret. And even if I couldn't introduce them as a boyfriend/girlfriend I would make sure...

Really good. Looking for a house, looking for work. Having a movie party tonight for Halloween. Have a job interview Monday. Selling Avon. Still doing my crafts. No longer longing for Seven.

Feeling the most at ease I have since the break up. I can think of him and us not only without falling to pieces but also with joy and pleasure at the happiness we shared. Sent out olive branch to both of them on reestablishing our friendships. Looking for individual friend dates with each of...

Latest rant... Sometimes I wish I knew how to hate. When my need kept being pushed aside and neglected (even when others didn't take use of it being given up or when it was made very clear how much I needed it) I wish I could have hated. And I did. Myself for either believing I was clear in...