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Conversation happened. While Lamian said that it is something that maybe in the future could be brought up she's not confident in herself, her and Seven's communication, or their relationship that if any of the same issues started to arise they would be able to make it. She told me that she was...

We are trying this a little differently. Rather than having Seven as a go between whatever is okay and not being discussed at the beginning.

I do have a couple of questions before any advice. 1) If they had gotten tested and didn't have any STD/STIs why would he still need to use a condom? If you were concerned about sexual health if that part is already known to not be an issue why should condoms be needed? 2) If you were...

Somehow I have a feeling this message may make some of you yell at me. So Seven and I had what started as a bit of an argument last night. He was pissed as to how I was acting in regards to the break up, I was still really hurting. Got that all out of the way and then got to actually have a...

Apparently Seven and I are to "have words" tonight. His phrasing. I told him, I'm not going to let him make me out to be the bad guy or wrong in this and if he wants words he's going to get them. He thinks I've been childish in the fact I've been upset about this, now he's going to unleash the...

May have fired the final shot in any friendship tonight with a message I sent calling Seven out on his bullshit. We'll see. Since we are looking to move anyways whether there's tension because of this or tension because of the friendship dissolving as well doesn't really change things. Had a...

Shitty. Lots of pain from a surgery and still emotionally on a roller coaster.

So I more or less started the beginning of putting myself out there for someone else to enter my life. Changed up my profiles on Fet and OKCupid including the part stating that right now I'm healing from a loss of a relationship. I have it established as to what I need (but I figure I'll add in...

Been finding places. Though about looking at one today bit may wait till Monday because I can naturally move without shooting pain.

So today on top of everything going on at home had my d&c to try and figure out bleeding issues. Got home to just Lamian being home and the two of us were able to be fairly civil. Later Darkeyes came over, then Woodsmith got home, then Seven. A few interesting things either took place or I...

So not wanting to be here tonight but really have nowhere to go. Today is the first day that Lamian has been home since Seven broke up with me. I'm already breaking down enough when she isn't here and now I have to share space with a horrible person.

Threw caution (emotional caution) to the wind this morning and asked Seven before he left for work why, if him being a buffer between both Lamian and I was hurting him so much did he keep telling me not to talk to her yet. He told me that he had no other reason for it other than he thought it...

Comment from Woodsmith to prelude this post because it explains the post well. "This is why I don't try to comfort people, I always say the wrong thing and make it worse." Start off, Seven and I had our first friendly conversation since last week. Was about the show I worked and how it...

Just got finished assisting with stage managing musical about a live sex theatre. That was an amazing experience. Any prior theatre work I've done had been on stage not behind the scenes. While hectic and stressful it was fun. All of us playing around while getting ready resulted in one of the...

Just finished writing an 8 page note on 4x6 paper toSeven. Going to leave it for him along with a couple of items that I just can't have right now.

I'm hoping we find a place soon. As soon as we do, we are leaving.

If you read my blog you found out that Seven recently ended our relationship because Lamian pulled a veto after over a year. You also know that I'm in the process of looking for somewhere else to live because I can't be in the house any longer than I need to. But at the moment I am having to...

Honestly, I don't know what to think if that would happen. But right now, it's not much of a concern because I don't know how to be his friend right now. I'm affectionate with my friends (lots of hugs, really close) and if I do that with him I'm going to have my heart break even more. Tonight...

Relationship with Seven done. I'm handling it better at the moment than I expected. After he told me it needed to be over I did state a few things. The fact that I was never afforded any rights in the relationship (of the 15 rights on F.V.'s secondary bill of rights the only ones that I wasn't...

So I recently printed out the Secondary's Bill of Rights. No matter what happens between Seven and I, I'm going to make sure that he and Lamian end up seeing these. If we don't fall apart with all this drama then whenever I'm actually brought back into the conversation I'm going to have that be...