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Yesterday, everyone around this area went in a tizzy. There was a storm coming. From the weather station a very big one. We went into our little town and gathered up some supplies. It was funny watching others dressed and haggard just like us. All of us getting what we thought was important, and...

Ohh, what a good idea. I start looking around for some.

Okay one more big post. Just kidding. I am going to bed now. :p

Bounderies Part 3 Boundaries in gender. Jewell and I wondered if she should go as a male or a female to help a friend get to Oklahoma. J and C both promised to take good care of her and protect her for the few days she is there. I told her to not shave for a while and wear baggy shirts. She...

Bounderies Part 2 Some of our boundaries can be seen like when Lover and I where driving home. Quick back story; Jewell has decided to take the kids leaving me for alone for Christmas all the way up to mid Jan. His parents are coming closer to their end, and this holiday season might not come...

Bounderies Part 1 Some of our boundaries created by oral conversation, bumps, bruises, and emotions: 1. Honesty, and maximum communication. This is hard for everyone. We have 3 people to have on the same page about a whole bunch of things, sex aside. 2. I feel more comfortable talking on...

Not so friendly friend I bumped into a friend. He tells Jewell to "Man up" quiet a bit, so you know that he doesn't fully get it. Us being as private as we are give him no idea what was up. Jewell has told him about her transgendered, and he was okay with it. Still most understanding of gender...

Woogie turns 2 The day before Thanksgiving 2009, I gave birth. Not in a hospital, not at home. At mile marker 253 while Jewell was driving 60 miles an hour, and The Dew was seated right next to me I delivered little Woogie. An incredible experience to be the first one to touch your baby. I did...

Thank you. I know I am not the only one in love with a transwoman but it can sometimes feel like it. I am glad to have someone on the board that can relate.

i am using Lover right now and it fits well. I did a small amount of research on line and found misteress and mantress. Misteress is a fun one.

I was wondering if there was a term for a male mistress? Is a mistress the right term?

Things are coming along. Stress levels are dropping as we push every day to get our homesteading winter preparations done. Sex and love are such a strange thing. Every so often I find a new side. Lover and I got over our rough patch. Mainly he was lost and depressed, and starting to slide back...

Love is the understanding that whatever stupid thing I can do at times, the frustrations that build, I always end up in Jewells arms. She still pulls me in and almost suffocates me with her arms around me. Lover has relaxed fully letting me see how much in love with me he is. It has momentarily...

8 offical years together Today is my 8th year anniversary with Jewell. I didn't do what I always did which was roll over, kiss her and wish her a happy extra one. No, I just cried when she left. She never remembers the day, ever in the 8 years. This year it’s the death of romance completely...

Love is champagne in coffee cups. Love is wildflowers picked from the side of the road. Love is five bodies crammed in bed, exchanging energy with the hand to an arm or gentle touch to face. Love is the strength of painting my nails the power I feel finally inside. Love is letting me walk in a...

Thank you! I cannot believe it, but Lover came over yesterday and spent all day with the kids and I. Jewell went to town, leaving us. We watched a movie, ate lunch, played with the kids. He got into reading my writings. I am a writer, and it took him two hours to scratch the surface. I let him...

"Hardest Of Hearts" There is love in your body but you can't hold it in It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin Tenderest touch leaves the darkest of marks And the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts --Florence and The Machine

I decided to take everyone to town. It was our big food shopping day. I told Lover it would be he and I going. Then Jewell wanted to go. I don’t blame her. It was a cold rainy day. So, we all went once everyone had their farm chores done. I love having everyone together! To hold both their hands...

Say it like it is I am insecure and moody. When I came back from Lovers today Jewell and the kids were not there. I was spinning stories about how she doesn’t love me anymore. I have done that before. I finally admitted it as we were snuggled together that night. She though it might just be the...

Snap Day I was thinking about some of the things I wrote and I stewed on them most of the day. When one thinks about it the last time Jewell has even seen my parts up close and personal would be around feb. Not that she would ever touch them. Holy balls. I know how to get her off and I still...