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I forgot on the last post one of the most magical words: Please and Thank You. I owe Lover a Thank you. I spent two days with him Sunday, and Monday nights. We went to the big city got wood for my house, and took care of a few things for him. We got champagne and had a fun time. Then two days...

Good communication How are you feeling? How was your day? Do you want any cream or sugar in your coffee. That doesn't bother me. I don't feel comfortable with that. I am insecure and I need you. I need space. Why do you think you feel that way? I think that is a great idea. What do you think...

Meeting the wife and the boyfriend as they are…. Jewell went over to the neighbors last night while I was spending time getting tippsy with Lover. She came over in her favorite tee shirt dress, and light purple nails. J was one to ask "whattcha wearing that for." She says its just her. Jewell...

Life still hasn't got any easier Jewell and cat-fight. We have been doing it way too much. Something I can understand, but we still need to work through it. We got into it so bad that I hardly spoke to her all day, and slept on the farthest corner of the bed last night. We worked through it by...

Mr. Popper's Penguins We gathered around in March as a family and I read the original Mr. Poppers Penguin's by Richard and Florence Atwater. This was before I heard of the movie. Lovely little book. A poor family, that don’t live in New York. They live in Stillwater. Work ends for the Poppers...

The Hug!! Lover grabbed Jewell or the other way around. Maybe both together. They slowly came together for a hug. Jewell grabbed me and pulled me in. I closed the circle wrapping my arm around Lover. We squeezed, and held each other. Energy flowing, breaths rising and falling, hearts beating...

I need Lover. I ache for him. It feels like forever since I have spent one on one time with him, even though its been a week. I wanted to spend the night with him last night and was mildly hurt when he didn't give an answer, or seem receptive of my love . We went over for dinner and I really...

The Man of the House got to spend the night with me and Woogie a few days ago. Long story short one bad event turned into an exhausted three of us, and a threating rain storm. With me and woogie at his place we decided it was best to stay. His first extended adventure with a toddler. We laid on...

Dry humping Jewell in my sleep most of the morning ,I think, led her to coming up with an excuse for me seeing Lover. I did call first giving him fair warning that I was coming over alone. Being as hot as it was he was already naked and laying in bed. Sex in the heat of the day was messier than...

Sharing is usually caring. Not so much in this case. I think Lover gave me a cold. Just a slight one. The only thing that really irks me is the fact that I am so use to have a super immune system. This last year I have caught everything imaginable. Is my body not recuperated from the baby? Could...

Lovely to see you so in love.

Change beatiful Change Change is coming. I can feel it in the soft summer morning air. The spider I see as my totem and a symbol of change has been popping up scaring the daylights out of me. I cut my hair short. My mom is moving out. Lover is showing more of his deep love for me, exposing...

2 night and 1.25 days with lover We went over to Lovers for load of water, and to drop me off at his place for a night of cuddling. The next morning I had a few errands to run. When we finally finished feeding his rabbits, and chasing the goats out of the fence they broke into we managed to...

What a great complement. Thank you very much. :)

Lessons Learned This Week 1. Jewell and I have been calling each other sister a lot more to get use to it. I am momma outside of our V. I feel a great shift has taken place in our marriage and the aftershocks are finally fading. 2. Jewell and I are coming to understand that we both approach...

Pizza and Love Hurray for me and Lover time! Jewell dropped me off. She had her work cut out for her today. Lover and I had a farm chore we had to complete, that took an hour. It was hard not tearing his clothes off. Once it was done we jumped in a quick cool shower, and finally bed. We had...

Wierdness.... This old friend for Cali surpised us with a visit yesterday. I will call him S. S for Scorpio, and swinger. He was my first impression of an open relationship. Not a good first impression. With the kids a sleep and us under the starry sky with way too much beer coursing through...

Rarrr!!!! So, we got another bad bought of news. Emphasis on WE! Jewell took is hard and fucking gave me crap all day long. She is in a bad mood, can't blame her too much, but took it out on me. All of my skeletons got drug out of the closet. Lets drag up my horrible depression bought I had...

Taking Care of number 1. I have come to the realization after last years plummet into a deep depression that I am the heartbeat of the family. I keep everyone warm, alive, and nourished. To keep my steady pace I have to see to it that number one is in working order. I have spent time getting...

Postpartum Depression