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How important is self esteem in the creation of healthy, loving relationships? Extremely important. I have seen someone with no self esteem and they become their partner. There is no self, and it seems the relationship is very lopsided. It becomes based on insecurity, and neediness.None of...

Friday was Lovers retirement payment. We went to town and I mainly followed him around like he does me on my main shopping days. The simple things can be so fun when your with someone that you love. He bought a 20lb bag of flour in a cotton bag. It was cool and heavy, and reminded me of woogie...

I was dealing with some bad/rough news that came to my realization. Now we are talking a 2/3 goat herd reduction. Jewell is doing surprisingly well with this new information. We worked together all weekend figuring this new finance adjustment out. Lover is having some tough times as well. This...

I got Friday night sexy time with Lover. Jewell, I am certain that she noticed I was rather aroused most of the day, told me I was welcome to go over there for the night. She started her testing me again. I nipped it in the butt. Head on, is the only way to go. She came back later and said she...

Me: Hey Jewell since your going over to BF's house see if he found my necklace. I think it got eaten by the bed. Jewell: Sure thing. Then I see the two of them looking around his bed for my necklace. :p

What is marriage to US?! A very good start. Last night as you can tell from this post I was in deep thought and dealing with life mode. Jewell was doing something that keeps us strong. She was teasing a wound of mine open. When one heals a cut, or a broken bone sometimes it has be reopened or...

The Snare I feel the snare around my heart again. Last year the snare griped me for months. Instead of helping to build our house I dug my feet in. I hid from responsibility and blew a chance to get out of these R.V.'s. It is coming up again. The chance to build before the cold sets in. This...

A slew of events left me at lovers house for the night Sat-Sunday. I lost control of the truck and crashed into a barbed wire fence. I hit a gravely pocket, with an empty trailer. With everyone in the truck with me I panicked and hit the break. It wasn't really bad we were just stuck. After I...

My seven year old figured it out when she found my pillow on my bf's bed. She asked him if we had sex. :eek: He navigated around it, but she knows. Yea, I would be careful with the preteen and teen age. Redpepper gave some great advice.

An awesome post made by Mono!! Why would someone want poly vice cheating? 1) - Poly encourages you to grow as a person where affairs make you digress into irresponsibility and self denial of reality. 2) - Poly acknowledges and addresses the pain and emotions of your partner where affairs play...

So I did it. I said I was going over to Lovers, for no reason but to be with him for the night. Amazingly I had been making town trips and other excuses to bury the real reason I was going over there. Well I didn't blatantly say hey I need mad hard core sex either. :eek: Yesterday, I asked...

First I got screwed multiple times over tell I am sure it will be a few days before I sit right, or get the grin off my face. :D What really really made me smile was the shower afterward. He washed my body and hair. He took such gentle care with such appreciation in his eyes. I can still feel...

A poem to Lover Devastation shouldn’t be yours. My flame I spread to you To keep you warm inside Tell I return. My smell does fade, Laughter held in memory, Long after my body heat has left our bed. I will return. Uphold my flame. The rarest gift I give to you. I will return.

The Patient lyrics By Tool A groan of tedium escapes me, Startling the fearful. Is this a test? It has to be, Otherwise I can't go on. Draining patience, drain vitality. This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old. But I'm still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And I'm still...

I thought about spending the night with Lover last night. We all went over as a family. Boy was he a cranky butt. I came home really hurt. Not because of him personally but because of the depression. I fight with it, and seeing him fight with it as deeply as I do was unsettling. I will give him...

Made a homemade pizza, that was excellent, for everyone. Seeing both my partners pig out is awesome. Then set plans to hang out with SSO later this week.

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Sister? Do I want to be called sister? It is the new title bestowed upon me by Jewell. Is it the death of our marriage, or the beginnings for rebirth? The title strikes pride in me. It still demonstrates our unbreakable bond. It is better than being called momma all day long. It has a metallic...

Our dinner together just proved the love that we all three share. Lover for example really had fun talking and hanging out with Jewell: Alone! It was obvious that when I popped in to hang they wanted their space. Talk about metamour love. So I took a shower, looked for my necklace that got...

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