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Taking a moment to remember to breathe....

Laughed with my sons, giggled with my daughter, saw the inner beauty begin to emerge on the awesome old chest Khas & Pixie got for me, and right now I'm snuggled up with my kitties listening to the rain.... :)

Just found this, what a great idea for support! I have about 70lbs to lose, lost 20 this last year, during the same time my hubby lost 70! I have a few health issues that seem to totally kick my ass back to ground zero, over and over and over... but I decided that if I have to CRAWL onto the...

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I figured a thing or two out today My fear right now revolves around not being of primary importance in khas' life. Everything seems to revolve around pixie... Ex: Our daughter had abdomen surgery last week, I stayed over with her in the hospital and was frankly exhausted when we got home...

I have to agree with nycindie you have a wonderful way with words!

rant warning we are all 3 together with our families pretty much every weekend, when we are not at Pixie's she is over here with us, we set up a guest room and we are all pretty comfortable. Actually its a little easier for me when the three of us are together. Mostly though I just feel this...

Thank you for this... I have a lot of thinking to do .. and journaling....

LOL, no worries cyndie, I am not a cinderella! I have no idea what I am except tired and kind of.. dull? having an 'I don't give a shit' moment tonight. Khas is over there... again.. and while I wish he wasn't over there so much at the same time if he was home we would only be talking about...

feeling better again today... this up and down back and forth on my emotions is such a drain. Khas just left for Pixie's and the girl and I are doing leftovers for dinner. Easy :) I have noticed since all of this started and I started journaling that I don't do the things around the house I...

Maybe you could explain your opinion to her, at least it can't make things worse for her. Hell she already has an ulcer so.any talking with her might help.

Fantasies sure.. I was referring to the idea of thinking if one lover in order to perform with the other. I mean if you don't want to fuck me because you really want to then don't. Weird this brings up a lot for me, guess its back to my blasted journal

I am so learning this in my life! I keep reminding myself that my husband's being honest and open with me is a sign of his respect for me. But, Longing, the communication thing is incredibly stressful and... freeing. For us we talk all the time, I will not meekly give up my marriage, this...

Neon- I just had to ask... does that really seem right to you? I mean ... hell I don't know what I mean but it just seems wrong and if I ever though Khas was doing that with me I think it would break the little pieces that are left in my heart into ash... so I guess if anyone has to follow...

We had an ok weekend, feels weird to go to bed at night and listen to them outside laughing and talking like I did on Saturday night. Guess I feel left out, but I know they don't have a lot of time together because of the current living arrangements so... if they are going to have a chance to...

It’s been a rough few days… My birthday was weird for me. Entertaining both our families while they were outside smoking and talking. The pitying looks from our children (ages 15-25) was a bit difficult to deal with, I didn’t know what to do except try and pretend that everything is ok, that...

true,:p no hair pulling was conducted :)

a name... I've decided to call B "Pixie"... because she is :) Pixie is a fairy sculptor, she is also very small with whiskey Irish curly crazy hair and a wonderful sense of humor and mischievousness... So today I am going over to talk with Pixie while Khas sleeps, I figure this is a good...

@Sagency - Thank you! that is very well said and on that note I am going to go somewhere where no one can talk at me for a few hours!

First of all thank you all so much for your taking the time to read all this and for your feedback. It is so nice to know not only that others have been where I am and are now happy with their lives, but also that I am not struggling unheard. Does that even make sense? Hmmm….. @Mohegan –...