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I am hanging in. I took today "off." Sweet Pea had shooting with his best friend. So after piano I dropped him at their house. Then I picked up little P and took him and Sour Pea to town. We went to the mall for French fries (their idea), then the park to play, then the book store to read, and...

There was no reason for the text, at least not at that moment. It said, "Now I know what you felt like when you saw LR and me cuddling on the couch, because Panther was here when I got home from work." When you got home from work, and our oldest child was in the hospital being drugged and...

Dick move The shit just keeps rolling out, every damn day of the week. He has no ownership or rights to claim on the house. The date is January 1st. If he isn't out, I'm not calling the troopers, I'm going to start flinging his shit out of the windows. Spicy ended up in the ER today with Baby...

In my experience; both asking for a delay and being on the recieving end of someone asking for a delay; It's usually best to not make the request so open ended "wait to date" & more specific "I need this exact behavior to wait until this precise time".

OMG! I really am sick of the passive-aggressive "pouting and being obviously sad and mopey around you because I want you to be lovey-dovey with me" game. UGH Seriously? Deal with your shit and get the fuck over it already! I kept my mouth shut. The TV (huge-ass flat screen) was BACK upstairs...

Panther He is not interested in being tied down. I am not as independent, but I already HAVE a full time partner in Maca. I don't feel a need to have more. We already do have a close loving familial relationship. We have a lot of shared history. We always have been very affectionate and had a...

Just a quick short reply. More when I catch up on sleep. Panther and I have been good friends for 25+ yrs. He is well known by the family. I did mention it to GG, because even if we aren't an item, we are family and it has potential to affect him, as well. I really don't "just jump in and do...

Home So many things to say, but its almost 4 am. I have been up 24 hours (again). I am SO glad to be home! Sweet Pea was waiting up for me. I missed that kid SO MUCH! We spent hours talking and reconnecting.

Yes. Mostly good news, and two awesome days spent alone in the sun. I enjoyed the refresher. Maca replied tonight that he assumed when an STD test was shown, that would be when the 6 months of protection between us started. OK. But until the conflict was resolved between them (over what HE...

GG GG got a new job with his old employer. Started yesterday. Seems to be enjoying that and the alone time with Sour Pea. We've texted some, talked a few times. I emailed him about wanting a FWB and explained. He has some insecurities, but pretty much his take on it was that what I am wanting...

Spicy Pea She saw the specialist. The baby is ok. It appears that positioning is the biggest issue. They spent over an hour with the ultrasound. It was a struggle to get baby to re-position to where they could see what they needed to see. But the heart seems fine and so does the facial...

FWB/Boundaries/Unnecessary drama *facepalm* Maca had a major insecurity moment. I was already asleep. He took it upon himself to contact Panther himself. They had a mostly reasonable conversation. But near the end (it was long and by text, which he forwarded to me the next day) he said some...

I think it's more functional to consider things in terms of "how long has someone been putting in an effort". So for example; I have close friends who have more "say so" in my life than a new lover. Because they have been through the shit with me over the past 20 years. They know me, they...

He is. We both got our Skype set back up and figured out how to talk on it again. We aren't discussing the details of change or boundaries. We're just reconnecting.

Yes, it can be shelved for awhile. The shitstorm has already calmed. Maca needed to regroup. He and I have talked briefly. (Is there anything else from so far away?) He needed to hear that I wasn't saying "this-- now!" Which I wasn't. I was saying I wanted to talk about it. We're already...

I popped over to see what it was I triggered. Im glad I did. That safety aspect is huge! And it is hard. Cause people don't understand. They see me as strong and in control (which I am to a very large degree); but they don't accept that I am a multifaceted person (aren't we all) & I have...

Um... You are welcome. Glad I could be helpful. :) even if accidentally!

Not sexually. When I brought the topic up to him and Maca, originally he was completely and utterly offended. In the years since, he has become mildly tolerant. That doesn't create a safe place for me to talk with him about where I am with any of it. So I don't. But that creates a great gap in...

D/s and poly So many things have been changing in the last few years. One is me gaining a more solid understanding of myself. In this I include realizing that I am a much happier, secure, satisfied person when I am in a D/s relationship as a submissive, more specifically, a "little." With that...