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Told ya before... I put my self-discipline somewhere so it was safe.... I can't find it now... dammit :p I think it got put in the black hole that is my purse or possibly the black hole that is my bedroom closet... :cool:

Today... pretty freaking good. In love with a couple someones... one of whom I'm married to. Have a date with a cute girl (if you're friends on Fetlife or wanna search me on Fetlife, she's the "cute girl" in the pictures) tomorrow night :D Life is good :) I'm excited. OH! And its my...

I think for the most part its ok... I don't see him often, I don't have long indepth conversations with him often, we pop up in each others' feeds on fb and occasionally I get a chance to talk to him on the phone. Its when we have deep, intimate, indepth conversations that the love wells up...

There is no cutting him out of my life. Circumstances dictate that he will be in my life a LONG time. I will just enjoy the time I get to spend with him and maintain a composure that is comfortable for all involved. :)

Kinda sorta. It's a long story. Today as I got off the phone with him he said "Love you" and I said it back but given our life, I don't know how he meant it... :p

I suppose I know all that already. Thanks for the reminder. I'll just keep on keeping on... smile and nod and do my best to lock my feelings up when he's around.

What do you do when you love someone you CAN'T have a relationship with? UGH. Can't as in HIS life doesn't allow for additional relationships and he's married. Fucking bloody hell. Its not like I can avoid him either :(

Extremely nervous in a good way. I've been conversing with a woman on OKC for a couple months now (thought it was only a couple weeks but its actually been a couple months!!) and we're both going to be at the same event tonight so we're going to meet for the first time. :) Yep, nervous as...

The situation was originally presented as a lesbian couple wanting a baby and their 'friend' wanting to be the sperm donor. It came out that in actual fact they were in a polyfi triad. (of course the docs all had differing opinions of "that's wrong" to "more love to go around") Turns out...

Well sheee-it. That's not nice. *sigh*

Poly on Private Practice... Just saw the scene where 2 women and a man disclose that they are "ALL" in love.... :) It should be interesting to see how this plays out.

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First message: hi u wanna meet My response: Hi. You have nothing in your profile... don't know that we have anything in common... I don't meet people I know nothing about.. Next message: aw common we could probably have fun My response: Yeah, no. Did you read my profile? Cause I think you missed...

Feeling good today. Got up, worked out. Have nothing, zero, zip, zilch on the poly front other than continuing to talk about it. Looking forward to Christmas and seeing all my kids in my house for the weekend....

Crappy sucky ending to an otherwise awesome evening. Hubby is in hospital overnight for observation - he had some heart issues and because of his heart attacks - they're keeping him there despite everything looking good. Just when my irrational fears surrounding this were disappating.... :(

Is poly to blame? Our marriage almost disintigrated when he was involved with someone else. For years and years and years, he'd do something slightly disrespectful, I'd not like it, and in order to keep the peace (because we loved each other and really those small transgressions were not...

This came up in another thread and I thought I'd make it its own thread since I have this issue (but unrelated to poly) in that my bedroom is directly above my grown daughter's room. Neither of us want to hear the other getting intimate, but apparently its much louder on her end than it is on...

I'm sorry you had to go through this.... I find a lot of men don't get it. Its like when they are online, they have lost the filter that they otherwise would have. Delete and block is a good method - but its hard to delete and block someone in real life - especially if he's attending similar...