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You have a beautiful life Carma. That paragraph almost sounds religious :) Someone else sacrificing so that another does not have too. It's a two way street, or in the world you and I share at least a three way street. It's not just Vodkafan, Sundance, and I that sacrifice. It's also...

Not me, I am not a fan of the man. I am at my worst when I jump to conclusions based on a single statement, I am as bad as him when I assign a single negative reason to an action. I find I do much better when I have time to look at myself and the situations I find myself in, sort out my...

Jalapeno and reserved... I like your style

Masq, <3 You are as normal as my M. The first part where you describe the excitement of the chase would have fit her quite well before R. Now that she has both of us she has changed. She is fufilled (or maybe tired) and has no desire for anyone but us two. Strange maybe but she is HAPPILY...

Wow, I admire that you are bouncing back from betrayal from the two people you love most. They are right they did go about it all wrong. You must do what is best for you. I hope you find the beauty I currently find. But if it is not there for you I understand.

99% is very good odds. But I do know how ultimatums make me feel. I can understand where you are coming from.

I really never managed to say anything, I did list a lot of things that could be negative and made me sound petty. That is not what I wanted to leave you or anyone else with. I have let is steep all day and I think I have found a way to explain it. (I hope so anyway, and I am sorry M if you...

Yesterdays ramble about dealing with jealously frustrates me. I don't think I have answered the question at all. I find what we have wonderful and I want it. I will let it have to steep and see what words come to me. I will probably have to answer it with fiction, sometimes I work better...

I admire you, your patience and your willingness.

arggh... still not satisfied with it... M is absolutely confident that I am not leaving her, absolutely confident that I truly love her. It is a mutual feeling. I know this in our relationship. I know this when R is here. M is comfortable in my presence, sitting on a barstool only in...

The previous post is so uncomplete, I don't like how it reads and M doesn't either. M said "I left out, Everyone has a right to their feelings, you can't tell someone that their feelings are wrong or take them away. Their feelings are their feelings, not your feelings. Each person owns their...

I was asked how I deal with jealousy. To answer that, I would have to define the word and I don't feel capable of doing that. English (the only language I can do more than count and swear in) doesn't have enough words to describe all the feelings that I associate with jealousy. The quick and...

Good morning Kat! I spent most of the last day reading these 50 pages. I can't give you any advice and I don't agree with lots of the advice you were given. I have only the perspective of what was written on this blog so my following words are biased. I can tell you that the three of you...

There's a room in our house we now refer to as "R's Room", before I called it the "teenager's room" because clothes were always strewn about and it appeared that a shoe factory had exploded. It is the room that contains the biggest closet and therefore her room. Truly though, it is her room...

This was something I wrote years ago, titled "Compersion" as I stated before I write to explore my feelings and emotions... Maybe you can see the pain mixed with love Idly twirling her hair without realizing it she smiled as she watched the movie. There was no plot, there was no acting and...

Kat, Of course you can quote to your heart's content. If my experiences resonate with yours and let's you see things from a different perspective, than the simple act of putting my journey in words is worth more than just my selfish self exploration. Mag, Your mileage may vary, I drive a...

Mag, Masq and M my wife.... There seems to be a lot of M's. M read the last post yesterday and commented something to the effect that I left out a lot about the other people in my life I love, I left out a lot pain, I really only talked about loving others through people I already love. I was...

Mag, This is starting to become a conversation between us with lots of voyeurs. :) No problem though, writing has always been a way for me to work through my feelings and emotions and the thought of others watching does add some zing. For now let's stay with love, I can't speak for others...

Good luck, I like who you are and I am sure he will too, once he relaxes enough to realize that you are who you are.

Oh so true...