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The last 4 days have been a rollercoaster. I now I am not done yet but I think I am a little more at peace with my self. As of today and a lot of soul searching I know now is not the time to tell Wolf. He has so much on his plate right now he does not need more dumped on it. After a lot of...

Sorry no advice but it sounds like we are similar canoes with out paddles. I wish you the best.

Ok, now I just need a hug. I think I am spending way to much time alone with my thoughts here. I need to watch some" Fire Fly" or the "Muppets".

Well I am 5'9" tall BBW that wears mens size 11 hiking boots. (I would give any thing to find cute shoes that would fit!) I wear blue jeans or jean shorts,T shirts and a mens long sleeve shirt most of the time. I wear my hair short and wear a ball cap most of the time. I am also openly pagan...

Thank you GS. That does give me something to think about. At this point I was just thinking about putting it out there , never really thinking its a elephant in the room that every one sees but no one wants to talk about. My thought where to tell him just to get on with our friendship/or what...

No worries. The whole point of the post was to give me something to think about and it did. :D

Hello my Bear :D

Thank you :D

Hello. I got your PM but I can not open it on site. :/ I did read it in the email. Thank you. - was feeling a little blue tonight and being asked to be your freind made me smile. :D.

What we had talked about was why I have not really talked to him for the last 10 yrs or so. His wife had made it vary clear that I was not to speak to him. Out of respect for his marrage and the true wish he could be happy with her I stepped back. When he would call I gave the phone to Bear...

Hello and welcome.

Well that was just a bad night. I had text Wolf with a simple "Hi". I just wanted to touch base with him to make sure he was not mad at me for the day before. When I had hung up on him he had sounded confused and a little hurt. Instead of texting me back he called, at a really bad time on my...

Well I had a long talk to Bear tonight. Next time we see Wolf he wants the two of us to sit with him and let him know how I feel. You guys really helped me get to that point today. I am not sure when we will see him face to face. I can not do this over a phone. I am so scared....

*hangs head in shame but jumping at the chance to still not think about the other problem* Hehe I still do stuff like that all the time. It helps paint a better picture for those who are reading :D

I know its just a label.. but it gave me something to think about instead of trying to figure out how to talk to Wolf. :p

From what I am reading a V is 3 people who have 1 person at the base. A Triad is 3 people who are sexualy active together. Now what about a group of 3 MFM who have sex at once but the MM not with each other? I can see it being a V with the two guys only wanting to be with the female, but as...

I think that is the core issue here. I do not like to be open.I am so scared of being hurt. I have only told one person that I loved them and that is Bear. I do not fall in love easly but it seems when I do its forever. I am really unhappy with life right now. It seems like I am at the bottom...

Now that the relationship between him and his wife is over I do need to tell him... Do they make Hallmark cards for this?:confused: I am starting to see what a complete chicken I am.

The word insecure nails it on the head. Most people who met me see a vary strong secure person who has most every thing under contral, but in my world I am maddly juggling and scared to death to drop a ball. The worst part is I really do not know how to juggle. :( Thank you for the book title...

I ask my self all the time why I have never said anything to him. This last call I told him more then I have ever said before. I am just scared. I do not want to lose him even as a friend. I guess I still have not come to terms with how I feel my self. I have been doing a lot of thinking. I...