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  1. maca

    Poly Vignettes: Sharing Success & Happiness

    I had a break down of honesty and I got caught up in trying to keep the peace when I should have been trying to be open and honest. LR and I had a blowout about it. I took a hard look at how and why things had gone the way that they did. Found the problem and went about fixing it right away...
  2. maca

    Poly Vignettes: Sharing Success & Happiness

    Is chivlary dead?? I went to the hosp where my new friend E works. I drove around the (many different parking areas)for 30 till I finally found her car. I put 2 roses and a note that said cant wait to see you on our date night. She melted and was total shocked that anyone would do...
  3. maca

    Happy 11th Anniversary - Maca and LR

    My Angel, I would do it all over again and again and again. Im so srry I wasnt with you on our day. I love you more then any word that can be said. What if feel for you is rooted in the core of my being. Happy anniversary my love. Thank you all for your support,guidance, and understanding...
  4. maca

    Poly Vignettes: Sharing Success & Happiness

    Crap I got on here to late for the lube and rink rash chat . DAM DAM DAM:confused:
  5. maca

    Cheating vs. Polyamory: Merged Threads, General Discussion

    LR and I have OKC accounts also ( LR put hers on hold till I get back to her side in WA). We both have links to each others profiles and we make sure prospectives get to know each of us. My issues is that there is just such a small circle of so called poly peeps up here in AK that when anyone...
  6. maca

    BDSM discussion

    Well, yes, I do like her. ;)
  7. maca

    BDSM discussion

    I'm discovering a new level of myself. I'm finding that my new friend E is very submissive, in a much different way then LR is. It has made me discover a dominant side of myself that I hadn't included in my relationship with LR. I'm very happy with the type of relationship LR and I have. But I'm...
  8. maca

    Poly Vignettes: Sharing Success & Happiness

    Well, things are moving fast around here. Major drama with LR's godson. He is moving in with us. BUT things are as they should be and it's so comforting knowing that we ALL are on the same page. Its such a (to steal Roly's words) "stunning" feeling. I'm content with life and I'm embracing the...
  9. maca

    Tats & Piercings?

    I wish I could draw also:( I have a ton of concepts in my head. Everything from tattoos to Jewlery ideas. I drew the idea for my Tat and then had the artist clean it up for me. I have a few more tats that I plan on getting still. One is a tat that my Father has on his right shoulder. One is...
  10. maca

    BDSM discussion

    Hey all, I'm sorry been gone so much lately. Summers are short up here so we have to make the most of them. As LR stated, I did not write those (very touching) words. I have to say though, that they really hit some of my heartstrings.:) Ari, yeah, I have written the collaring ceremony. I'm...
  11. maca

    Taking Responsibility

    communication has never been a strong suit for me. Especially if I feel defensive. One of my faults is that I take things personally. The other day LR told me that one of the things she wants to wrk on in our relationship is better communication. Well we all know that she is great at...
  12. maca

    Hey, ya'll, watch this! From Mid TN

    Keep reading and writing on this board. There are a lot of people here that have gone through some serious shit and came out the other side smelling like roses. Introspection. Give it a try. Best thing I have ever learned.
  13. maca

    Hey, ya'll, watch this! From Mid TN

    I told her the same thing last night after I read her post. :D
  14. maca

    Hey, ya'll, watch this! From Mid TN

    Im tired right now and want to reread your post. But I feel that I may be able to give you some advice to start off with. 1) Stop feeling sorry for yourself. If you have had that many relationships start up then there is obviously some great points about you. Besides, would you want to be with...
  15. maca

    BDSM discussion

    It's really not that Impossible. In LR's and my D/s relationship we have boundaries and one of those is that I do not and will not ask of her anything that would take away from her relationship or her ability to have her relationship with GG. Besides the boundary list, there is the fact that I...
  16. maca

    Dazed and Confused: Life of Maca

    Cant wait to meet all you guys and gals down there also. It's going to be a good time for all. I'm certainly down for some good beer drinking around a campfire. Something about fire and beer that just feels... RIGHT.
  17. maca

    Dazed and Confused: Life of Maca

    OK. OK. I'm pedaling. Stop yelling at me :(:p Seriously though, its a lot easier for you to give advice to others when you see it from the outside, but its so dam invisible to us when it comes to ourselves. The thought of the splinter in another's eye when there is a plank in your own eye comes...
  18. maca

    Dazed and Confused: Life of Maca

    ] Although I agree, to some degree, the relationships between LR and me, and LR and GG, are our own to deal with. There is a certain amount of mingling of relationships that comes into play when you all live together. Also, if there is something wrong in their relationship, it does have an...
  19. maca

    Dazed and Confused: Life of Maca

    I completely put myself into "healing LR." I didn't take any breaks. I didn't miss an appointment. I didn't put myself ahead of her. I didn't do it alone. I had people that helped, but the one guy that mattered the most (besides myself) was there part time. I have only ever been able to do it...
  20. maca

    Dazed and Confused: Life of Maca

    We will be there, both of us, even if I have to beat his ass and pack him in my suitcase. :cool: I'm good at my type of domming, but I don't think I want to cross paddles with RP! :eek: Well, maybe once. :rolleyes: I'll even let her go first. ;)
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