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my favorite kind of vacation!!!! right now, I'm just looking forward to the trip home. I'll take 3 days of air travel over 4 months of working without a day off anytime.

I leave to go home in a month or so. probably be the longest month of my life. not getting too excited until I actually see the itinerary.

This is a problem that I tend to have, too, relearning to be independent after doing everything together for so long. it's easy to be independent right now, because we have been apart for three months, but I'll be back home again soon. The old routine isn't going to be the same anymore, if that...

well, last night she flew out of NY. she says it was a good visit. she saw alot of her old friends and of course her BF. I survived. a couple bumps and bruises, awed and humbled but I survived. as much as I hate myself for sending the nasty email, I think it was a step forward. it forced her...

I spent some time with a counselor many years ago about my anger. I have done really well for a long time. this was an isolated issue. I think it has to do with several things. stress from deployment, separation from the family, and a lack of communication on both of our parts. it's hard when...

cindie I can see your point about control and rules. I'm gonna guess that plays a part in it, definitely no "cover" I can think of. I think another part of it come from her NRE. even at home, there have been times where she gets so focused on texting with him that the rest of the world becomes...

thanks minxxa. I wish you had written this at 3 in the morning instead of 3 in the afternoon though. I might not have sent her such a nasty email. I'll elaborate lol. I said in another post about how early on, I was thinking 3 somes and casual sex. I would take pictures of her and send them to...

why is anger always followed by guilt??

well, she went out with some friends but was supposed to leave them at 8 to meet up with the BF at a hotel. she never sent me an email saying she was on her way so I assume that they are together right now. I guess ignorance is bliss. I can't freak out about them doing anything since I don't...

update. I'm not freaking out but I am on edge. she was hanging out at her BF's brothers house last night (he doesn't know) when she was leaving to go back to where she is staying, I got some very vague emails from her. I knew what she was doing but I don't think she wanted to tell me. after some...

I just woke up a little bit ago. didn't sleep well but I never do. I'm ok so far. she sent me an email which is always comforting. she said she was going to send me another email later but since I'll be at work, I think I'll just stay off of the computer until I get back to my room. I don't...

I'm still on deployment halfway around the world. not really sure whats going to happen other than another 12 hour work shift. maybe we'll get some good food at the DFAC.

well, today is the day. the day that I've dreaded for so long and so far....I'm ok. today is the day that I know my wife is going to sleep with another man for the first time in 10 years. I just got off work and went to the gym which means it's shower and bed time. when I wake up it might be a...

there's no reason to get divorced. it's easiest to just keep quiet about it at work. the military doesn't just come looking for things like this. it has to be reported by someone. even then there are a number of things they have to prove.

She never said you were here looking for casual sex. I think you both misunderstood each other.

I was on vacation and visiting her. There wasn't much else going on that day.

It was actually all sex. no masturbation. But it was also over a 24-hour period. Nooner, round 2, lunch, nap, round 3, etc. Started again in the morning. It was a LDR and we hadn't seen each other in a few months.

I'm 6' 165 lbs. brown eyes, short (military) dirty blond (brown) hair. no facial hair unless I'm on leave (again, military). right now I wear desert camo's when I'm at work and workout gear when I'm not. when I'm home I'm a cut off cargo shorts, tshirt and flip flop kinda guy.

I live in Va. but it definitely wasn't me. If anyone is more than 50 miles from me, I normally don't send a message unless they sound really really really interesting. I don't wanna drive that far lol.

I got one that said "you seem fun" not really sure what that meant. we sent emails back and forth for a couple days but when she found out I was married (it says it n my profile, shouldn't have been a surprise) she spazzed and that was that. eh well.