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I was talking to JR last night and I had a bit of, epiphany, to a point. I said that we are now into a CRE phase of our relationship, since we are nearing a year together. We are no longer so goo goo eyed over each other. Though we still have alot of PDA moments. Now my question is as stated in...

So, I am on edge about the Saturday event coming up. Elaine has offered to drive me to it. But she has a history of conveniently forgetting about me or my events in the past. Hopefully since she wants to bring her kids to the event she will not fuck me over. Time will tell.

I wish you success in adopting your future furbaby. May this cat ease your mourning for your others.

I have always been the black sheep of my Roman Catholic, Republican family. First I am a die hard Centrist Democrat. Then I came out as a Wiccan at 22. That was hard for everyone to take. Then after my divorce at 32, I came out as bi-sexual. My parents were more accepting of it. But my elder...

Ongoing SHIT living w/Elaine: My sister has decided to try & curry more favor with mom & my eldest niece (her birthday is tomorrow), by making Sunday dinner roast beef. Banging pots and pans as she went. So for some ungodly reason Elaine cannot cook and clean up after herself. So my mom asked...

Getting old SUCKS ASS. I got a new memory foam topper for my mattress. And as I was getting off my bed earlier, my right wrist buckled. It irritated a Ganglion cyst on my tendons of my wrist. So now the first two fingers shoot pain up my arm every time I use it. In precaution I took off my...

Take your time and enjoy. You deserve having some, dare I say, NSA happiness? You have been through enough in the past. Go with the flow & see where it takes you. <3 :p

I confirmed with my niece's fiancee that he will be able to drive me to a third vending event for Dec 15th. So more happy merchant dancing! Things are looking up & my business name is getting out there. Yay! On a side note I must get my drivers license next year. Having to make sure I can get...

Continuing with the holiday theme: I have come to the realization that I feel a bit depressed now that the holiday season is upon us. I know that there is no way, as the current situation stands, that JR & I would be celebrating together. Plus he chooses to work all of the holidays, so I really...

For me at this point in our relationship, I knew that meeting his family was going to be difficult. I was asking as a "future goals" in the future type situation. Another 'problem' for JR is that he is an only child so he feels he is over scrutinized for his life choices. He went down a dark...

The Holidays & introducing new partners to the family: When having my weekly lunch date with JR, the discussion of the holidays came up. I had asked how he would introduce me to his parents &/or his family for the holidays. Would he just go and blurt out "Hey Mom, Dad. This is Valynn and she is...

I admit to be touch starved when I began my last relationship. I love cuddles, snuggles & holding hands. Small intimate touches like that builds closer connections with my partners.

Happy Merchant Dance! & the trials of small business **DING DING DING** Looks like the new event has won the spot. They have contacted me back within a 1/2 hour. Now comes the application process/waiting. *bites nails nervously* And just for the shits & giggles of it I checked my email. The...

OK, so the coordinators that contacted me have not gotten back to me, even after 2 emails. Because of that I have contacted another Holiday/Craft fair for the same date. So now it's a matter of timing of just who is going to get the spot. Just luck & no events scheduled, has given me this...

Another event done for this year. Somewhat better than the last, as I made my table fee. I will definitely do this one again. Last night was absolutely wonderful. Saw "Last Christmas", great chick flick. Then Italian food for dinner and some serious snuggle time ;). JR is such a great guy. I...

Woke to an email from the coordinator of the Dec 8th event saying that after they reviewed my application & I did fill out it correctly. She apologized and I am back on the vendor list. I am very realived that I was able to stand up for myself & my business. Later today I am to have a hooky...

I am so confused & furious!! I put in for an event for Dec 8th. In the initial email back from the coordinator she said would hold a space for me cause there were not any other soapmakers registered. Great, I send in my application & my table fee. Today at 6 AM I got an email welcoming me to...

I am so fucking happy right now! Someone from the West Babylon PTSA got my business card at my last event and invited me to their coming holiday fair on Dec 7th. I accepted immediately & I am waiting for the confirmation email for where to send my table fee too. I just confirmed for another...

For 'dinner night', Dexus & I went to visit Benji (ex from previous relationship from 5+ years ago) in the hospital tonight. He wasn't breathing right from his congestive heart failure. Since Thursday, he has been put on high dose intravenous diuretics, and has lost 20 POUNDS of water weight...

UGH my first holiday fair was a big, fat MEH. I sold some but not enough to cover my table fee. My three new scents were a hit. Many "ooohs" & "Ahhs". So I am happy that I am continuing to make scents that entice. Now time to relax. YAY!