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  1. J

    New, want it to work, but struggling at times

    :( Do whatever you have to do RC.
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    New, want it to work, but struggling at times

    RC, I feel for you. I wish that you didn't have to go through this. Keep concentrating on those kids. Either she will come to her senses or she won't. *hugs*
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Feeling better today not 100% but much better. We have a members only party at our bdsm club tomorrow that also has a poly subgroup, wish us luck! Maybe, we will meet someone interesting that is interested back. We got all of Brenna's computer stuff for school over the past 2 days!. My cousin is...
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Not having a good day. I am severely light headed and dizzy. I had to have M come home and take care of the kids and the dog. The dog is on meds that make him have to go out more often. I blacked out on the way down the stairs earlier. :( I think that I am just run down. This has happened before...
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Well, af was marshaling her forces for a really bad day. :( I guess it is better than the alternative but it's very painful. I just hope that she doesn't align herself to come around the 20th next month, that's our 6 yr wedding anniversary. As of Aug 7th, we will have been together for 7.5...
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    New, want it to work, but struggling at times

    I wish you luck in this. Maybe she threatens you because she doesn't think that you will follow through. I think that, if you do follow through, she will realize what she has done and come to her senses. If she doesn't, it will be her loss. You sound like a great guy, excellent father and a more...
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    New, want it to work, but struggling at times

    :( I am sorry to hear that RC. Do what is best for you and the kids. It's not good for them to be around all of the fighting and negativity. I hope that you can make this as easy as possible for them and that you can heal. Keep coming here and posting. It is helping me and I am not going through...
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Lol, I give up, it didn't delete the second one and the other is there. Lol.
  9. J

    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Hmm, I guess that I didn't press post reply last time like I thought. I will take a test just to rule it out. I have asked M to have a repeat sperm count done as he only had one done three months after that was all clear but I have noticed that over the past year his "stuff" has gone back to...
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    I think that I will still test just to make myself feel better. Believe me if af wants to be like this from now on, I will take it, lol. It's just that one of the bdsm things that hubby does really could cause it to fail and he doesn't believe me so he's not going to stop. I asked him to go get...
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    I am not late, it started on time but it is only super light pink/brown intermittent spotting and this is the 4th day of that. My period usually starts light and then by day 2 or 3 is super heavy for 3 or 4 days and lasts about 8 days total. I am not getting on any bc until we actually find a...
  12. J

    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    I am either very stressed or something is up. My cycle is weird and I feel pregnant but it's highly unlikely as M had a vasectomy 3 years ago next week. As we have only talked about looking into poly, he would be the only possible father if there is a baby coming. I am going to go with stress or...
  13. J

    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Another day and feeling down. :( I just don't know what to think or feel right now. M's friend is back in he states for the summer and he goes to him at every beck and call. All I wanted from him was a couple of hours to get the school area set up and, he didn't have time. This is really part of...
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Had an okay weekend. I didn't get to rearrange as M had to go help a friend and when he got home, I had to leave to take B for her reading class. The teacher told me that B is one of his strongest readers and he teaches through 3rd graders. :) We are so proud of her. We think that she does great...
  15. J

    New, want it to work, but struggling at times

    Glad to see that the therapy seems to be helping her and that you are taking it one day at a time.
  16. J

    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Well, she def had a bug bite, it's a lot better now. M had a great event today and B has her next reading class tomorrow. I will be doing a lot of rearranging tomorrow to make room for B's school stuff and N's dresser that our cousin gave her. Once N moves to FL, we will give the dresser to Q...
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Well another day is coming to a close and it was long. We got B's school books and materials and now I need to go and buy her basic school supplies soon. I will be spending the weekend rearranging the house to store her school stuff away from brother's little fingers and the art supplies away...
  18. J

    New, want it to work, but struggling at times

    Thanks, RC. Our journey is stalled until we can find someone to journey with, as the first attempt failed.
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    B is going into full-time Kinder this year. We are very excited. The VA provides 90% of everything that she needs including the art and science supplies. The only thing we have to supply are the basic school supplies and common household items and some books that we can get at the library. They...
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    New poly couple going slowly,somewhat.

    Thanks, Chris. I guess I am just feeling discouraged is all. B seems to have a bug bite but I am not sure. We are going to watch it for today and will call the doc tomorrow if it isn't improving as she says that it really hurts. :( On an excited note, we are doing a virtual academy with her and...
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