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  1. Matilda

    I don't want to be here...

    Yet, here I am... Following on from my tentative 'introduction' about not wanting to be here (and believe me, I don't!) I realise that I'm inclined to just...heartspill, and I think that might help the situation. To give a synposis, the saga that is now playing out can be summarised as...
  2. Matilda

    I don't want to be here...

    For good or ill, I love my husband. I feel a responsibility for him, and a duty towards him. When he senses he is being abandoned...in any way...it sets off a chain of events that leads to hurt and upset and distress for everyone around him. I can see how things are, and I'm looking at our...
  3. Matilda

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  4. Matilda

    I don't want to be here...

    Thank you for your replies. Part of the rub of this is that my husband put himself forward as wanting the fairytale too- he literally used metaphors like "knight in shining armour" and "one true love" and ''destiny'' and ''happily ever after'' the whole time to bring me around to believing he...
  5. Matilda

    I don't want to be here...

    Oh. I'm so sorry, I'm very new to this, and I'm probably not being very coherent. He isn't physically screwing around. Yet, at any rate. There have been numerous times in our marriage when he's formed 'relationships' that were based on phonecalls/online chatting/webcamming in an explicit way -...
  6. Matilda

    I don't want to be here...

    Actually, I don't want to be anywhere, right now, because of the amount of hurt and pain and anguish I'm in. I waited for Mister Right. I 'kept' myself for marriage, and even though I was really popular and funny and bright and pretty, I always declined the boyfriend/dating thing, because I...
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