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  1. LostRane

    Burning the Bridge over water that isnt there...

    burning the bridge part 4 Things are going well for the three of us but on Saturday we had a minor melt down. Rane was off all day for it was the day of her grandma’s memorial So she wanted to hurt Draco emotionally. She did just that. He was upset by the time we left. Rane was taking break up...
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    Burning the Bridge over water that isnt there...

    Burning the bridge part 3 I said some things that I shouldn’t of on friday. I was angry about something that was said last night. It’s not how I really feel most days. I am starting to really like Draco but here comes the fear. Let’s face it I haven’t had a lot of men in my life that have been...
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    Burning the Bridge over water that isnt there...

    code words.. Thanks for the thoughts.. I just want to be able to say i need some one on one time with Rane.
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    Frustrated and not sure what to do now

    Lying? Ok I want to leave a comment here. First of all you are worth more he could ever give u. No one has the right to tell you what you are allowed to do. Unless it might harm you or others. Now with saying all of that I am in a relationship with a wonderful woman and she has a boy friend...
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    A request: state your gender and sexual preference/orientation

    labels That is how I am feeling these days. I am lesbian and have been for as far back as I can remember. I have had sex with 4 men when I was younger but it wasnt something to remember. I am in a V with Rane who is a Bi female and Draco who is a str8 male.
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    Do we have the right?

    Wait... If you are dishonest with me or any of my partners then its over. We have build our lives and relationships on honesty and trust.. Without these we have nothing... Just my thoughts....
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    Everyone look at me, I'm new!

    Pants? Wait I didnt know I had to wear pants here... i guess i broke that rule...lol
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    Hello : )

    Thank you I am a lesbian as well and my girlfriend is a Bisexual. She is proud to be a Bisexual but finds it hard most days..
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    I must have a large karmic debt...

    welcome welcome.....
  10. LostRane

    Burning the Bridge over water that isnt there...

    More Bridges to burn.... Moving on is hard. I know that change is needed and wanted but how do u make changes when this is the way it’s been for as long as u can remember? I have asked Rane to balance her time and affections between both me and Draco. It gets better everyday but I know it’s...
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    Burning the Bridge over water that isnt there...

    The walk since the bridge So after starting this and starting a blog as well I am doing better. There are days where I need alittle more support and reassurance. Thankfully both Rane and Draco are getting better with those days. Rane and I have started to do stuff that is just us and just with...
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    This is me introducing myself!

    I am all ears!!! I will read it and follow you. I want to learn. Please tell me your story. :)
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    Poetry / Poems

    The girl This is one of my favorite poems that I wrote a few years back when I knew it was time to let go of all the pain, stop living in the past and start living in the moment. The Girl I am not the girl you knew 3 years ago She is slipping away with every pill I take She drowns alittle...
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    Poetry / Poems

    When did I grow up Been a bad day The coffee machine is broken When did I stop believing in magic? There is no hot water Where did all the dragons go? The car wont start Do fairies still exist in the garden? The bus is late When did I lose the address to Neverland? Going to be late for...
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    Burning the Bridge over water that isnt there...

    Thanks First to sage. You can just call me Lost. Its been my name forever and I like it. Thank you for you words of wisdom again.. thr33scompany... I read all you said then I re read it all. You made me feel like I was not crazy to be feeling all of this. Yet I understand that I have to work...
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    Burning the Bridge over water that isnt there...

    The rest of my life. Thank you for the kind reply Sage. to answer your questions. the company i work for is on rolling strikes, so my job is stressful to say the least. I have wonderful friends but dont often reach out to them for I know how busy family lives are. As for my passion I am...
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    Burning the Bridge over water that isnt there...

    After talking with sage I know that I need to write down what I am feeling. I have been reading the boards a lot and know that what I am feeling is a bit of jealousy, fear and pain. These are my feelings and they are ok if I learn to talk it out and try to understand why I feel this way...
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    Why do you use the online name that you use?

    User name Well after reading everyones post I had to get involved.. First of all I love Tori Amos and Buffy so thanks girlpatrol for the great user name. My favorite song is Silent all these years by Tori. Anyways. I am Lost. I have been Lost since I started playing on the internet when I...
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    Thanks for being the first person to check out my profile.

    Thanks for being the first person to check out my profile.
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    The Struggling Mono Thread

    Thank you Thank you both for getting back to me.. Yesterday was not a good day for me.. I had a break down and then a blow up.. All three of us sat down and talked. Its something I need to work on for if something is bugging me I shut down first.. After talking for over an hour I feel like i...
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