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I keep wondering if the time will come and I will have to choose. I can't help but think that its only a matter of time. Then what? Its like staring at a fork in the road and not knowing which way to go. Its not like there are arrows saying this leads to here or there. If I follow my heart I...

Things have been a bit strained the last few days. Bob had a friend that committed suicide and he has really had a hard time with it. He's been depressed and I'm worried about him. Hopefully time will help. I will always do my best to be there for him. But I know he's used to things when he...

Am so sorry for your loss.

Not doing well at all today. Was up sick most of the night. Not sure if its a wisdom tooth that's giving me trouble or tmj I just know it hurts :( Was nice to have both guys up with me through it all. Its a comfort not to be alone when you are sick. Gonna have to get brave a see a doctor...

Didn't sleep well last night. Sometimes its hard to turn off the thoughts of the day. Had a good date night with Bob last night and I kept going over a lot of our conversation. Am tired today though after only sleeping a few hours. Work is going well, am still learning. There is a lot more...

Last night was my date night with Bob. I always love our time together, and its more than just sex. I love the time we spend cuddling and talking and just enjoying each other. Last night we were together a bit later than usual, but not so much that Keith was upset about it. But we said...

Yes, I keep trying things like this but I don't seem to be getting anywhere.

Am still learning the new job, I never knew there was so much too it. But I really like it and I'm getting settled in. I love that its close to home and I know everybody that comes in. I love that Bob stops and visits throughout the day and that makes the day go better. I think this has been a...

I find myself thinking a lot about my relationship with Keith lately. I really miss the intimacy we used to have. Things seemed to change a lot in that department a few years ago. It just seemed like his libido just took a nosedive. He just simply wasn't interested in sex any more. That was...

I have always enjoyed reading (hence my name) but the reading lists in High School were awful. I never really liked what we were made to read. But when I got to college and discovered Tolkein things changed. I definitely think that schools could do a much better job encouraging reading if they...

The ups and downs of life are happening again. I had made the decision to completely cut Lee from my life. I guess that's easier said than done. He's been calling and texting and asking for an explanation. He said he thought that we were still talking. I broke down and gave him an explanation...

I've just started a new job. So much stress with changing jobs and learning new stuff. The upside is that its close to home and more pay :D with less hours. Its nice to have 3 day weekends. On the downside, my youngest daughter is about to drive me crazy. Its always something with her. She's...

Hormonal Contraception really affected mine too. Years later when I had a hysterectomy it went the complete other direction. I now have a high sex drive. If I had known sex would be so great after I had the hysterectomy I would have done it a lot sooner LOL.

Things have been going well. I've made the decision to stop talking to Lee. He has called and text a few times and I've not answered. I had tried talking to him about this before and didn't get anywhere. He seemed to think if he waited long enough I would come back. In any case, I've got to be...

Its been a good weekend for all of us. We each had our date nights and movie nights and all has gone well. I have planned to spend next Saturday night with Bob and Keith is fine with that. Keith and Bob even spent some time together this weekend when I had to work. The only issue was Lee...

Phy I think that you and nycindie both make good points. Keith seems really happy with the way things are and maybe I just feel a bit guilty that I don't spend as much time going and doing things with Keith as I do Bob. But then again, Keith enjoys different things and we have a different kind...

I've been trying to get Keith to think about having another person in his life. I feel like I'm being selfish because I have both him and Bob and he has to be alone when I'm out with Bob. But he just doesn't seem to be interested. He says that another girl would only bring too much drama and...

That's a very good point. I will try to make sure that he understands that I want things to be like they are. He doesn't need to feel threatened by my other relationship. It helps the he and Keith are good friends. They often hang out when I'm not able to be home. I don't really think he would...

Am happy to say that things are better. After Keith cooled off he's been trying to make things better between us. He's been trying to be more affectionate. Am happy to see this change, he's always been a bit standoffish, not very affectionate. I know he loves me and cares about me but not one to...

Well last night was a fiasco. I think this entire holiday weekend has just been a catastrophe. I would like a do-over please. Me and Bob ended up going to a tractor pull last night (which was fun btw) We hadn't intended to go but we went to the fair and ended up staying. We didn't stay for all...