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I guess I am angry because I feel like he has put me in a position where I now have to wonder if she is going to be okay. I want to have the possibility of more with both of them. But I am scared that I will be hurt and so will she. And I don't want that.:confused:

I have recently run into a situation that I am not sure how to handle. I have a couple who are friends of mine. They know about me and have always been kind and open minded about it. She has expressed uncomfortability with the idea of sharing her man with any other woman. Recently he...

So my hubby and I finally did it.... we moved. We relocated to her state and followed through with our promises. House big enough for all of us, check. Great job, check. Room for her, check. And yet she is not here..... I don't know what to do. Since we got here it's like we have gone backwards...

So it is at last over. Sith and I have decided to end our relationship. It hurts so much and yet there is also a very large sense of relief. I have done all I can and can do no more. I am at peace. It is a strange place to be. I almost don't know how to feel. I am sad and hurt. I am relieved...

My picket fence..... My white picket fence is Lady and Sith and I all living together again. Happy and together. In a home we own. Surrounded by our kids and friends and families. And things worked out with Lady's ex in a way that he is at least civil for the kids sakes. And open abundant...

Update.... I lie here awake beside Sith and am in awe. How very fickle the heart and mind can be at times. Was it only days ago when we were standing at the brink of the precipice convinced we were going overboard. And now I lie here awake as ever in love and hopeful for the first time in a...

Thank you Boring Guy. Many times on this forum I have seen you bashed for being too sarcastic it mean. I say thank you because as you so kindly pointed out, sometimes being held by your mother while you can just cry is exactly what is needed in that exact moment. I have known only a few times...

Pain.... When I started this journey I never imagined such pain as I feel now. It hurts to breathe and think. And all I want to do is cry. I have been crying. Non-stop since Saturday when you texted those fateful words. I want a divorce. Devastation and pain is my world now. I begged and...

Endings....... Pain.... When I started this journey I never imagined such pain as I feel now. It hurts to breathe and think. And all I want to do is cry. I have been crying. Non-stop since Saturday when you texted those fateful words. I want a divorce. Devastation and pain is my world now. I...

Companionship...... Such a powerful word. Companionship for me means a want to share space. It means spending intimate time. Taking opportunities to reconnect and share in eachothers lives. Talking about nothing or everything. Going out, staying in, reveling in the feeling of belonging to...

Wow.... Truly humbled When I started this blog I had no idea I would get spent views. I kind of just figured it would be just me and maybe Sith who would read this. So looking at a view count of almost 500 has taken quite by surprise. Thank you, just for being here, quietly in my corner while I...

The 5 W's...... And the winner is NYCindie. It does refer to the Who, what, where, when, and why that all good investigators should search for during the quest to find knowledge and in turn, to make sense of this life we live. I have always sought to take an academic stance when it comes to...

Where to begin? I don't know why but the beginning or rather, where to begin is always the hardest part for me. Maybe it's because when I in the middle of something I tend to have a harder time seeing the beginning of it. Sith and I have had a rough couple of years. We have worked hard to...

Drained It is the end of the day here and I am ready for bed. It has been a very long day. I am emotionally drained and still I lie here thankful for the hand I ve been dealt. I love my life. I need to get into what put me in a tailspin today but I think for now I will sleep and just figure it...

..... Continued...... Loving Lady has never been hard, never been work. We mesh in a way that scares me at times and keeps me in awe all the time. If things had gone differently for us we might have had the most glorious life together but we are here and no amount of wishing can ever change it...

To begin... So where to begin..... I'm not sure as it all seems such an integral part of why I see love the way I do. So I guess as with any story I will start at the beginning. I was born in September of 1981 to a single teen mom who had no one and nothing to her name. She lived in a tiny 2...

I have come to a point in my life that I find myself searching for something. I search for who I am at my core and how that shapes my relationships in my life. I find myself being more careful to be mindful in my choices and protective if what I consider my inner circle of loved ones in my life...

Again our thoughts coincide.... Abuse in any form should be stamped out with a vengeance whenever and wherever it's found. For me in the context of posting like this in forums such as this, the line would be in giving out identifying information about a non consenting or uninformed third party...

That is exactly why I feel safe..... Because in forums like this I can be me. There are no real world consequences for being me here. If I don't like what is being said I can simply close the window or turn off the puter. I can figure out my own internal dialogue before I talk it thru with...

doesn't work for me.... God I hate smart phones at times. Anyways, I also feel part of actively working on a relationship is being willing to at least listen to advice. Take it or leave it but don't stare at it and whine because it's not a pony. :-P Boring Guy I often enjoy...