I have commented below but have also been through this....it'll be 6 years on labor day. Feel free to reach out at [email protected] if you still are looking to talk.
I almost don't want to post here and bring this back up for you.... But I just stumbled upon this and my husband also committed suicide while I was with another man.....in part because I was with another man.
I would have done things differently, omg would I have, but I'm 6 years removed now...