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Things with Daddy are hard. He's overworked and stressed. He can't get the work he needs to get done because of people distracting him. He's distant and I feel lost. All I want to do is make him feel better and help him. I'm learning how to help him by learning a skill for him. I watch Dr. Who...

If you discount the overreaction my Little side had today, today was good. I got a LOT done and am flying through the seasons on Dr. Who, which please Pink. There's only eight on Netflix. Nicole has food poisoning and has been throwing up all day and all last night. I'm glad Mommy is there to...

Pink and I had a discussion. I am going to be his ONLY Little girl and it turns out that was agreed upon long ago by him and Mommy. He can and will have other subs but our Daddy/Little dynamic belongs to us and that won't change. A part of me is scared that it will because you can't predict...

This was a few hours ago: am SO scared of the changes that will happen. Before, I was able to say, "Daddy will have other partners besides you, Mommy, and Sissy. He will have sex with other people and that's okay, it takes some pressure off you. You want him to be happy and have people who...

12-26-15 My brain wouldn't shut off last night after talking to Pink at 1:30 am. He told me how adorable and cute I am and how he loves seeing my face and me wiggle. When we got off, he said he needed time with his Little (meaning me--he has other Littles [my Mommy and Nicole] but I'm the only...

Today ended up a LOT better than it started out. There will be no meeting tomorrow. A friend will get his key and give her her stuff back. He does have to see her tomorrow night but thankfully his friends will be there to buffer. We talked about how I felt. He understood why I felt that way...

Merry Christmas! This is the good night message I woke up to this morning: Nite nite... Just had a 1-hour call with [Traditional], begging to come back. I told her I still care deeply, but she needs help and anything between us would have to start over with new rules. We are meeting on...

I am exhausted. I'm on my way home from a family gathering as I write this. I'm posting it when I get home. I told Pink that I love him and why. He thinks it's half NRE, half love, and that it's real. Pink is officially my Daddy! We still have lots to talk about but best early Christmas...

Thank you for telling me about that! He could definitely do that but I trust him enough to know he won't. We agreed on me giving him snippets on anything that may help him get to know me better.

I think he was asking just as my partner. He even said please. I think part of the reason he wants to read it is because a small part of him worries I'm not telling/asking him everything. I'm getting better about letting him in but I know there's stuff in here that would damage our...

Just realized I can't edit a post after a certain time period. Crap. I don't know if I should let him see it or not now.

Today was busy but I had everything done by four this afternoon. I've cut off contact with Buddy. He has self esteem issues and I can't just go from partners to friends right away. I'm sure he felt bad but I had to consider myself and what was healthy for me. Nicole and I are okay again! I...

I knew I was forgetting something! Let's pretend I posted this yesterday. I spent a good portion of my morning researching for Pink. He builds websites and has had me doing the stuff I can do without really understanding all the rest of it. Yesterday I looked up the SEOs (search engine...

Traditional is no more! He finally ended things after dealing with her drama for seven hours yesterday. To say I'm overjoyed is an understatement. I was actually wiggling when Mommy told me on FaceTime today. He hasn't directly told me but I figure he knows Mommy did. He's still concerned about...

I'm bursting at the seams to tell Pink that I love him. I have genuinely loved two past male partners. Pink isn't technically my partner but he may as well be. He's the third male partner I've fallen in love with. How do I know I love him? When I think of the challenges up ahead (coming out to...

I screwed up big time with Nicole today. I can't say what it's about but I offended her. She currently isn't talking to me and I don't blame her. I messaged Pink to tell him what happened. He told me what to say next time, had me explain to him how I knew what I said was wrong, and had me...

I'm very glad that my time distance with Mommy, Nicole, and Pink isn't more than two hours. Two hours is more than enough, especially at night. Nicole and I are back to talking more regularly and that makes me happy. She hasn't been my Domme really and that makes me sad but I will not pressure...

As a Little, I struggle with other people being the center of attention. It's a conflict for me when that person is someone I love. Nicole's birthday was today. Part of me was super happy cause I couldn't wait for her to open her presents from me and part of me was waiting for her (or others) to...

Another little contact day but the wifi is fixed and Nicole and I were able to text. I didn't get much out of her. I was flat out furious when I found out that Mommy and Nicole were over at Pink's. He hadn't said a word to me in five hours but yet he and Nicole were making dinner. Not to...

You didn't Evie! I had technical problems and I wasn't able to post on here due to my own paranoia. I did keep up with the entries. 12-11-15 So the wifi isn't working. My dad messed around with it all day and all three of us called the Internet company. The same guy answered the phone and he...