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So, where to start, where to start. First off, to address something from that last post: Girl I said I might have a crush on? Hooboy, yeah, no. Turns out she's... possibly sociopathic, but definitely not right in the head. No contact there, whatsoever, for the best. Yikes. Okay. So. Tonight...

So, I feel like a broken record, but: Date Night last night. Awesome as always. I have reached the point where I don't know what her habits are with other people, but I know what they are with me, and I'm insanely happy when I'm with her, and that's the important thing. Which is why it feels...

No, because I've met the woman, and the personality clash would be horrible. Decent friend, but I can't fathom trying a relationship with her. And I'm pretty sure I'm nothing like her type. I've seen two of her dates. ---------------- So, Attempt At Something Vaguely Poly-ish #3. I have...

I know, I know, too many updates for one day. I had a fit of "Dammit, if you had another girlfriend, you wouldn't care so much she was with Other." Nevermind that I don't have the time for it until the divorce is final, but... I went and made an OKC profile. The very first match it threw at me...

I find myself slightly confused between two choices. She needs to go to bed early tonight, and we haven't missed texting each other goodnight since forever. On the other hand, it's Thursday, her night with... we'll call him Other. I accidentally interrupted their night once already with a text...

No, the drama wasn't from here. Chill pulled a boneheaded move and I had to resist the urge to throw my two cents in. I took it as a sign that I still don't have a good poly mindset -- to me, what he did should have been met with a good stabbing, metaphorically speaking. I just... Don't get it...

Eh. I'm still cynical enough to think it won't last that long. If I'm still posting here next year, I'll be shocked. I'll mess something up. Hearing some of the Polydrama going on right now makes me wonder about what my chances are. Still have jealous knee-jerk reactions to things. Gotta keep...

So, I woke up thus morning in a depressive fit. Called in sick to work. Realized I usually only realize in depressed on the tail end of a fit. Re-read my texts from last night. See, there had been a miscommunication where I thought she'd be coming over late and stayed up for her, as nd she...

At this point I think we were just acknowledging how strong this... Connection? Chemistry? Mutual lust?-- between us is. But I've read about those, and... I think it would be nice. Like everything else, it's something to be discussed at some point. But I think, right now, it would be a mistake...

So. That was... a weekend. Rough one. But Friday's date kept me happy through all the crap, so it's all good. So, long-time readers will remember this, but about a month ago, more or less, I had a bit of a nervous breakdown and nearly pooched this whole thing. Part of said breakdown involved my...

So... we'll start with the good stuff, then get to the conundrum of the day. Last night may have been the best night ever. Nice Italian dinner, a quick round of nerd shopping, hit a bar we hadn't been to since it's renovation to see a band/show/thing which was pretty good... got very much...

One of my in-laws dated four brothers from the same family before marrying the fifth. They used to make jokes at family parties about who was dating her at the same times. No idea how much was true and how much was just family joking tho.

Just a quick update via phone. Sometimes, the solution to having schedule issues for date nights turns out to be really obvious when you realize you work somewhat close together. Lunch dates rock! Sure, there's less chance to get physical afterwards... Unless you want to run the risk of being...

So... got some time to talk to an old friend tonight. Someone I worked with... feels like a lifetime ago, but I guess was really only... seven years? Only seen her once or twice since then as she moved away for work, but we try to keep in touch. It's been a while tho. And in the process of...

Yeah, I know. But as has been pointed out to me by several people... Once my STBX and son move out, I'm going to have a lot more free time, and be very lonely when I realize Light can't be with me constantly. So it's date, or find a really time-consuming hobby. 'Cause I've decided I don't like...

In this case, the phone was a top-of-the-line one that just came out this year. Apparently they've found an old Android to replace it for now and are working on getting it repaired, but it involves mailing and stuff. But communication has been restored. Of course, the whole thing lead to a bit...

Light had a family thing most of the weekend. When she got back tonight, we did a date; dinner and coffee and talking. It was cute and sweet and damned near perfect. About an hour after getting home, I get a text that she just dropped her phone. Cracked screen. Can't type some letters, can't...

Hate to say it, but if all lines of communication are shut down for the foreseeable future... The decision on if you can continue seems made. Best thing to do now is how they can work things out.

Okay, got my laptop back. So, we'll start with today and work back to last night. Halloween. A party with some of the local polys; and more important, people Light considers friends. This means I feel it is very important to make a good impression. I resolve not to be my normal self...

So. I may have screwed up tonight. Not the relationship, but something tangentially related. Also some good news from a previous night. I'll do more when not on my phone. But I may have alienated her friends... Which sucks because they're great people I'd love to get to know better.