Here are way too many details about a partner's birthday party my metamour and I are attending that I'm nervous about due to general social anxiety and a number of other more specific reasons. I'm just looking to get my worries off my chest and maybe for someone to say it will work out fine...
My boyfriend and I are long distance (9 years at the end of this month) with no end in sight other than the agreement that we do want to be in the same place eventually. We see each other for 4-7 days or so usually every month and I can typically tolerate that without feeling crazy. Right now...