Going Unnoticed Failed

I'm not exactly what people call nice, popular, good-looking, outgoing, attention-seeking, or flirtatious. And I like it that why. Or, rather, I liked it that way.

When I was in highschool I was the shy girl sitting in the back of the classroom, everyone either wondering who she was or how she got a boyfriend. Fine by me, who needs a social life anyway? Gives me more time for people who actually put in the time and effort to befriend me. Little-miss-wtf-me decided "I don't want to spend my senior year unknown by 99/100's of the school, only 98/100's" and tried to make friends. Oops. Bad idea. Although, it did lead me to poly.

I only had three friends, my friend I've known since kindergarten, my boyfriend, and my sister's friend's sister. Sure I was acquainted with other people, but those were my only good friends. Unless you count this one guy who I call my 'best friend' with fake enthusiasm, who then yells 'LOW ACQUAINTANCE' at me.

So, I was meeting people a lot, and befriending some. That's how I met my girlfriend.

Throughout all of the rest of highschool we got closer, but romantically, I was completely 100% straight. I had already found out that I was grey-ace, but still. We went to college and kept in touch, and grew somewhat closer. I graduated college after four years. That's when life went downhill.

Death, insomnia, anxiety, deletion, anorexia, ugh. Life sucked. One ray of hope existed, Hamilton: An American Musical. It was an amazing bond between her and I. I'm gonna call her Taco, as I did in my intro, and my boyfriend Potato.

As Taco and I grew over the Broadway, we realized our feelings for eachother. I put them off for about a year. In fact, she was the one who asked me out.

I had to ask Potato, but he said yes, picked me up, swung me around, screaming 'CONGRATULATIONS!'

We're dating, and honestly, I'm pretty sure this is going to turn into a triad, soon. They're growing so close.
 
Congratulations :)
Your boyfriend's reaction is so great, makes me feel happy for you. Thanks for writing.
I hope it's ok commenting on your blog like that.
 
Mom: Hey, Meggie, are ya bringing Potato to the family reunion?

Me: Yeah, I'm also bringing Taco.

Mom: Why would you bring Taco?

Me: Because we're dating? I told you this when we got together?

Mom: Wait, you're cheating on Potato? But he's so nice!

Me: Can't you Google polyamorous?

Mom: Fine. Bring two people to the reunion. See what they think of that.

I will, I'm pretty sure that my boyfriend and girlfriend who are almost dating aren't going to have a problem with me having two dates. Neither will my sisters, who are both poly.
 
Taco and Potato both like eachother but they're awkward and attempting/failing to flirt it's hilarious, meanwhile I'm here, crushing on yet another person. I feel like a complicated piece of crap.
 
Just out of curiosity, what IS a bambi bisexual? :D

Technically, the term is bambi lesbian, but it means someone who likes cuddles and kisses, but still has a sex drive and doesn't fall under the asexual umbrella, like I do.
 
Taco plans on asking potato out i'm screaming with joy, of course but eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek
 
Taco is asking Potato out on September 6 so that our triadiversary is on Marquis de Lafayette's birthday, she's awesome, but I'm past patiently waiting.
 
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