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Welp... I have strained things again... :( I did terrible things. I cheated - and was honest, the honesty is a first for my infidelities. I had relations with someone I SHOULD ABSOLUTELY NOT HAVE. I started a journal on my sexual misadventures. I realized I have an issue. So I looked up...

Am I able to get rid of this old thread? I'm pretty blog incompetent :P

I think I'll start a new blog. This one just is... dead? Maybe that's why I don't want to do it much anymore? I'm happier now so I think I want this

Okay polyamory.com I'm not sure if I'll continue this? maybe random blobs of things here and there. T and I are still getting along so well. I stay with him constantly. He's been staying with me too. He's asked me if I'd like to live with him. I would. We're planning on it. i'm so proud of...

So everything is going better. L and I still don't talk. My friends who were away at college are back, well two just left again. We've been hanging out. I haven't had much alone time. Which explains the long gaps and confusing posts. My sister also gave me a journal for Christmas. I've...

She offered some to us. Well I was writing it all. Then my fucking computer froze... so yeah. Well I'm kinda pissed and don't even want to write what I had already written... Anyways it was great. And then we came back to my step aunts and played a great game called The Game of Things...

Well Merry Christmas :D So I guess everything is pretty much summed up. I'm forgetting more each day. :( Which sucks. But I'm forgetting negatives. So I'm happy with it. Today was amazing. I stayed with T through the night. We woke up. He got me coffee in bed and I gave him presents...

I feel for you. I hope Christmas went well. I hope you post more on here. I'm wanting to know what your actions are. I feel not so alone knowing you have similar experiences. I pushed Blake out of our relationship. I told Tate they could be friends. Just friends. It is going well. I met his...

My sister stepped in.... which is a flipping annoyance. I bitched her out for it. Apologized to B. I guess that's when we started talking and becoming friends. T and I started saying we loved the other. Oh man. I had planned to write so much. But I'm so tired... I'll sleep then write...

B was very verbally harsh during this time. Being very pissed at me for continuing my things with T. I told her I was sorry. She left him though. Alone and hurt. She LEFT. They weren't technically together.... So she had no claims. She called me a whore. I was very frustrated and pissed...

So our relationship got very strained. We didn't talk a few weeks. These next few weeks were the most amazing ones I'd had in such a long time. T and I hung out constantly. We clicked so well. We discussed personal things. I spilled a lot of myself into him. We developed to the point where...

I knew at the time he had. I asked him about it. He made me feel so guilty for even thinking it. So I trusted him. I believed him. It happened 1 1/2 years ago. From the way they interacted and how he kept staring at her. I knew it, but after arguing for several hours, he convinced me he...

We had sex multiple times. That one day. I went to work. He made me so happy. I don't remember much. I think we kept hanging out that week. We kept having sex. L and I didn't talk. We had so much sex I got a uti. Sex with him was pure bliss. He's very gracious. L wasn't so much. Sex with L...

I'm okay :D Better actually... more has developed!!! I realize how jumbled everything is. 1. I work overnights and can only get the computer after I've worked an 8-9 shift so I'm tired. 2. So much has happened! 3. My mind races with a million things to say and I have slow hands :D

A few days later though is the time we first had sex... getting sleepy :( will write more some time later today