No not done
No I am not done
I am hurt and I am angry but I am not done
i have done the work to accept so much... I wasn't ready for this and in the hurt I have shut down
I was just curious if anyone else has worked through this... A year ago I was this devastated over oral sex and it...
I will keep this brief
Background - married 12 years BDSM relationship 2 years ago He asked to take a slave... He struggled for a very long time feeling guilty and never moved forward with her outside of threesomes... She now lives with U/us as His slave and yes they now have a sexual...
I like roller coasters...really I do but not emotional roller coasters!
So...I am getting to know my Husbands slave better...learning about her and her past and what she has been through...we are so so different and yet so alike...I can empathize with her and genuinely want her to be happy...I...
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i just turned 40...He is almost 50
And yes the D/s isn't working right now i would be a lot better emotionally i think if it were... He is just ... Stuck
i am getting better at not comparing and just working on myself and my relationship with my husband :)
Two years ago my marriage was a...
Very complicated
Yes. Very complicated and honestly I keep trying to be brief but there is so much to it :)
i enjoy sex fine with my husband it's when it's a group situation i panic a little and will make sure i receive the least amount of attention... my husband is aware of this and...
Yes I am a DDS and He does all of the business so I can focus on kids...
I was a single mom of three and no dentist would help my daughter with an abscesses tooth (she was two)... I did something about it and now see 80-100 patients a day bc other dentists won't see Medicaid...
We all met six...
Come to think if it...
Ty YAH right in front of my eyes but i didn't see it...
Boundaries messed up yes
But the last few months since i said let's try again...
He hasn't been filling His role as Mater like He normally would...
I'm flying this plane!
How did i miss that?
Think i will wait...
Sorry...
i should not post while running errands :)
Kids LOVE her they have no idea about anything else except that now they get to do a lot more activities bc three people can drive them...
They stay at the house all the time... Last night i took them out and was doing things with them so it...
Not really...
Given out bdsm dynamic i would lose so much if i were free to see other people... im just annoyed in principle :)
most of the time she is fine and a help with my teens that need taken to so many activities
i just flipping lost it when she was mad that i stayed at my own house on...
Yes...
i think you have a valid point...
i was certainly shocked at my outburst ... Both of my parents were doctors and they taught me from a young age to act logically and set aside emotion...oops
i will have to think on that for a while... It felt like the last straw and the end if the...
Sorry no they have been friends for six years... Tried twice to be more He could never act on it
Honestly He is mono but about to be fifty and midlife crisis fantasy better than reality...
When i say moved in i should also state she has her own place
She and He have not yet even acted much...
If you haven't seen this...
So funny :)
Search youtube it's not about the nail or follow link
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-4EDhdAHrOg
Still amused
~epi