Recent content by Murasaki

I have two lovers not including Kuroi. I've yet to give them names here. I'll call one Darkness the other Mysteriousness Kuroi and I aren't exactly lovers, but aren't exactly not lovers either. Hmm I think at this point we'd be considered fuck buddies or friends with benefits type thing...

Well I'm officially dating both my loves, I've accepted or agreed to relationship titles/terminology with one love and considering alternative title with the other. You know that bf/gf thing. Yeah not my style generally speaking, but it means something to my love. Having titles has been wanted...

Been a while Wow, it's been close to a year since I updated this. Really not sure what to say. Not sure it's worth it to catch my story up or not. As you may imagine much has happened. I've moved several times. Not certain what is real with Kuroi, but I listen to his things when he wants to...

More good things. Something to save here for later.

Thoughtful words, that work in many situations.

Apologies All three of us owe each other thoughtful, heartfelt, meaningful apologies for the way we have acted individually, and within our relationships to each other. We each need to apologize for how we have acted, how we have behaved poorly towards one another. We each need to recognize...

let's run away together get the band back together a fresh start in a new city we can do this we can work it out I'm ready to be just us again so many possibilities, positive and negative possibilities. Another chance for us, family once again. A big risk, with potential big benefits. lost...

Bump I went on a fun motorcycle ride with my love, then later went for a bike ride by my self. Both had me smiling and were lots of fun.

Until this weekend I stil had hope for something else, This isn't what I wanted. There is still time for things to change, but right now how I feel is that I won't be coming back. And that if i do it will be for Momoiroi not Kuroi. And I'll be sure to live much farther away than I do now...

Learning how to be friends I've spent too many years in love with Kuroi, to many years. It will be hard to be only friends, to let everything else go. It is also hard to love a liar, but how does one unlove someone? What is love, real love if one can set it aside when things get difficult...

Kdt, Kuroi and I will always be a part of each others life, how we will fit together remains to be determined. We may never be able to be more than friends again, or we may become lovers, and committed marriage partners again. I expect we will remain poly people, but have no idea what the...

After the drunken night where Kuroi eneded up at Kimidori's place this was discussed. No Kuroi didn't go there for Kimidori's personality, only for something physical. Kimidori isn't healthy mental or emotional. That was something we didn't see, and it brough our family into it's own unhealthy...

almost a year later It has been a long while since last I posted here. Many things have happened. At the end of October, I kicked Kuroi out, there were more lies and deceptions and I’d had enough. I wasn’t willing to have Kuroi even as a roommate under those circumstances. Kuroi moved in with...

Kuroi and I have had a few talks with each other this week. Many of which have been very anger and sadness filled. Thursday we both came to the conclusion that we don’t really want our relationship to end, but that what we need is time away from each other. Space. We have talked about Kuroi...

Revkah's answer in another thread I have seen a lot of new to the forum people use just the first letter of their partner's name. Seem Rekah is doing the same, but added something she felt was humorous to it. Not surprisingly, it's not having that affect on strangers on the internet. Maybe...