Recent content by paganhegri

Thanks, all. I wish I could hug all of you. Funny how I got into this mess thinking I'd never be alone or this sad ever again and I actually achieved quite the opposite.

It breaks my heart, but yes, I think what you all are saying is what I've been feeling for a while. I feel like no matter how hard I try she's always going to be "me and him" and he's going to be giving me shit because I'll never be doing enough for her. Thanks.

No worries. I appreciate a brutally honest person more then someone who sugar coats shit. I hope we didn't fall in love with the same person... :/

I pretty much figured it was coming to a head. I asked him to fight for me as much as he fights to make sure I pay attention to her, and he got really pissed. When I get right down to it there's no way I'd survive much more of this before it got messy. I'm in such a sad place with my marriage...

Toward the end of my marriage I fell in love with a fellow pagan. I've known of him through my huge circle of acquaintances and I finally introduced myself. Being that we share the same beliefs we have so much more in common then any relationship I've ever been in. He spent many years in this...