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I feel really bad about this. I probably haven't done a very good job of representing Monkey here. If you only read this, and Bluebird's journal, you'd get the impression that Monkey IS a cancer, but that isn't so. Monkey saved my life. When I was sick and completely alone in the world, she...

Part 2 At this point, I’m sitting alone with my soda. Saturday morning. (I was about to say THIS morning, but I just realized that it’s now technically Sunday.) I woke up a bit tired, but happy. I was going to spend a few hours with Bluebird (she had to bring her child to my town for...

Hey folks, it's been a while. I eat for comfort. I have a cheeseburger, nachos, soda, and a chocolate bar the size of my head in front of me. Guess how my day was? First, let’s pull back a bit. It’s been a busy time lately. For the past week or so, I haven’t been home except for work...

Sorry to hear about the break-up news. I hope it all works out for the best, whatever happens.

12:10 AM. I should really be in bed, but I know I won't sleep if I go. Today was kinda stressful. At some point during the day, I managed to get the two ladies I care about most ticked off at me. I patched it all up, for the most part, but it left me feeling a little tired. The day...

Mr Warman Goes to Washington- So, I've lived out here for about a decade now and I haven't been to DC. I know right? Never been to our nation's capital, and I live right here. When I first met Bluebird, I told her that I'd always wanted to go to the Smithsonian and spend a day (or two)...

You'll make me blush! Thank you though. :)

Dear Journal, Today my girlfriend came over and lost her damn mind. :P Haha! Today Bluebird came over to my house for lunch, which was really sweet of her. I miss her like crazy when she's not around. She's just so busy! So many people who love her and need/want her attention. So I really...

So, after the last update it was 6 AM, I went and woke up Bluebird, but she didn't mind ;) She fell asleep soon thereafter and I was late to work, so I logged in while she napped, until about 10, when I made her some chai tea, we had a brief snuggle, and she got up to get ready to leave. By...

I've since sought treatment, and aside from occasional depressive episodes, I'm much better. No more mania at least. I can't imagine any relationship having worked out with me before I was treated. It's ...acceptable, but I'm not the kind of person who really enjoys spending time alone. Nor...

haha! gotta love it The Mormonism is why I named this thread as I did. I'm super looking forward to the conversation where I tell my family I'm dating a married woman, not once, but twice over. It's going to be amaze-balls. I don't care what they think anymore, but it should be very...

This is entirely My fault Max, I read her blog/journal here, and her journal is a place where she can speak freely. What needs to happen is that I need to either a) Not read her journal or b) read it, but not let it affect me. I will try "B" first, and if I can't handle that, I'll switch to...

Thanks PinkPig. That is an excellent point. I've tried putting myself in his shoes and I'd be a wreck. It's easy to be the confident one, when you're the one being chosen, and I'm not even all that confident! I think it will just take time. I don't know PunkRock that well, but I can tell...

Unbinding the Briars around my joys and desires. I've taken it to heart. Here is is: http://www.polyamory.com/forum/showthread.php?p=308244#post308244

Unbinding the Briars around my joys and desires. Part 2 After that we went to Carlisle where I bought a table and chairs off of a Craigslist post. Bluebird is slowly making me into a civilized human, instead of a bachelor hermit. First it was getting a real "big boy" bed. (that was an easy...

Hey folks, after encouragement from my girlfriend, Bluebird, and a few other insightful posters on this site, I've decided to keep a record of my trip into poly-land. Reader beware. If you know me, please know that I am going to be absolutely honest here, and you may not always like what you...

Thank you for your comments. You're very perceptive, and I appreciate you bringing up the idea that not ALL feelings require actions. Sometimes we need to just let our monkey ancestor feelings pass over and through us, and just feel and ignore them. I needed to hear that. Thanks :)

I absolutely agree. They are great guys, and Bluebird is precious to both of them. I don't blame them a bit for feeling like they do, even if it makes me uncomfortable. I don't want to make a regular habit of posting here, this is Bluebirds space. Just felt like I needed to speak up here...

Hey folks. Warman here. I've been reading these silently now for a while, but felt compelled to chime in here. When Bluebird and I first started dating, I too was open to anything, FWB, buddies, occasional fuck friends, whatever. After seeing her a bit, I was asked what I wanted. I...