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I'm so stressed out right now. I have 100 things I need to do and even having taken time off, I don't know how I'm going to accomplish them all. And more keeps piling on. I want to hide under my desk and cry right now. Tonight- Have to go to the club and get trained to help with volunteer...

Woo! Big news! We just got the call, my older son is off to Montana Job Corps in just ONE WEEK! Now for the shopping and preparing and packing!

Oh, on a more poly-ish note... There is a woman I've met at events at the club, I am nicknaming her here, Starling. Why? Because my first impression of her was a nearly birdlike energy. She is small and quick and bright eyed. And Starling is a nice word and some of them are very pretty...

Zen is wonderful and I am happy. We've had a bunch of sex in the last week or so! Including last night when I made sure I got to bed at like 8, so that he could wake me when he got home from work. Mmm...so good. Being with him feels downright magical to me sometimes. I am in a downright...

I got all twitchy thinking about Primus, but it passed. In fact it's not the money, and it's not even really the time, I could make all of that work out if I wanted to badly enough. It's that I don't know anyone else off the top of my head who would also want to go and be able to on such short...

Shit! I really need to do a better job of monitoring bands tour dates. Primus is going to be at Red Rocks again. On SUNDAY. THIS Sunday. I would really, really like to go to that, but I have no idea who I'd take (Zen is working) even if I shoehorned it into both my budget and my schedule...

Well, I got the washer rigged to work. I wired the little switch-box in place with the switch fixed to be "always on." All this means is that it will run even if the door is open, rather than stopping if you open the door. Since it's a top-loader, this doesn't really matter that much. Zen...

Generally speaking, I agree with you. I'm forever contemplating the balance between time, and money, though. Go deal with the big grocery store or Walmart to save a bit, or run into the convenience store and pay double for milk? Try to fix an appliance myself, or just pay someone to do it...

Well. First of all, Jersey guy's problems indeed had nothing particular to do with me. I'm glad, because I really do prefer to speak to him myself, rather than have a well-meaning friend try to handle this on my behalf. Though it may be I'm not the only woman experiencing some discomforts...

Update on the geese. I was just trying to tell a coworker the story from yesterday, and she informed me that when she left, which was about a half an hour after I stomped away from the staring migratory waterfowl who seemed to be judging my subpar wiper blade changing abilities, the geese were...

I just tried to change my windshield wipers, and it's stupid and complicated, and I'd hoped it would be easy, but it's not, and then two Canadian geese flew in and landed like 3 feet away from me and just stood there staring at me. So I'm standing there, it's snowing, but the sun is out, I'm...

I was checking out fetlife to see who might be attending an event this weekend, and happened across a writing by Jersey guy. He indicated that something happened the last Saturday (the last Voodoo party we were at) that was upsetting to him, and he did not give many details, nor would I share...

I am now informed that I am just being "emotional" and that he has goals and plans for the boys' futures that I couldn't possibly understand, because I don't have testicles. That's where we're at. Apparently.

The ex has been a pain. I am definitely looking forward to the phase in my life where my sons are out in the world, adulting, and I no longer need to "co-parent" (such as it is.) The other day when that phone call happened, from my last post, we were talking about Q and how his girlfriends...

Why? You assume that chatting with a woman you find attractive will be perceived as harassment or threatening? Do you have issues with reading nonverbal cues? Women, generally, signal things like interest or discomfort pretty clearly if you know how to pick up on these things. We only get...

I just asked my ex to call me when he gets a chance, I had a thought about kid related stuff and Job Corps and such-like that I want to discuss, and it'll be easier to do in a phone call, than with texts. Especially since my phone's text app seems to hate it when I attempt to text him...

I had a good weekend, the party at the club was fun. I was recognized for my efforts in support of the community with a cool back patch with the club logo on it...now I just need some sort of a leather vest to put that on. Not something I can concern myself with at the moment. I'll get around...

Yeah, it's pretty weird to me how very limited the talk in this group has been, I have not heard a PEEP since then about it. I don't know what to think. I'm not going to worry about it but I guarantee that if anyone approaches me last minute and says "Hey we're gonna do this tonight, you're...

Feeling tweaky this morning. I was running a little behind and somehow managed to get stuck behind slow people no matter WHAT I did. Every time I changed lanes to try and get down the road, my lane immediately slowed for some reason. Once because a person sat at a traffic light after it...

Oh, and it might, when/if Zen reads all of this stuff, seem contradictory in a way, because I have shared with Zen that I have a certain fantasy of being blind and bound at a party and having Zen control my consent, allowing whoever is there (under his supervision) interact with me in certain...