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So I'm digging this one up from the grave because Im awful at follow through(sorry!). What was the decision on this idea or was it dropped like I dropped the ball? Lol.

Thank you so much Evie :) I hope things turn upward for you in 2021 with the new headhunted position. :) I still lurk here and offer my mental prayers and support to you.

Thqnks Leetah! Yes meds that work really make such a huge difference. I am thankful every day for them it took a long time to find the right ones. :) thank you for your positive words . I just cant seeing myself doijg anything else. And goodness knows ive got enough real life stories now and...

Hapoy new years belatedly. Everyone. :) I am still on the antidepressants that work. Over the last year ive been climbing out of poverty.i Started writing and let go of visual art completely. Like Rocky I had been holding on to things that weren't working for me. Once covid settles down and I...

I'm so sorry for both of your losses so recently Evie. :( I also hope the headhunting goes well.

A few more updates So, I got prescribed some anti-depressants that WORK. So this has been some really good news for me. I have lost weight in the last month, and been generally happier. Life hasn't changed much energy wise but at least I am coping better. I had one last conversation with...

Bi-annual Update part 3 One last bit about Covid, I am SUPER glad I am not in London now. I was already in extreme poverty when I lived there on my own and worried about cuts to social system. Rocky told me last month he had covid from the airport he works at, which he recovered, we don't talk...

2020 june update part 2 Also in some good news, I finally have a psychiatrist and therapist. I have my first visit with therapist on 20th, and I already spoke to the psychiatrist. I didn't know this but they now have medication for PTSD night terrors, so I am starting that today. That will go...

2020 halfway point update I've decided to do bi-annual updates now, since I have such low energy levels. I wanted to talk about what I've been up to since Covid hit the world. Last I mentioned was my grandma's cancer. That was pretty time consuming for about the space of a month and a half...

@Leetah Thanks so much for the encouragement! So, the doctors seems to be my full time job between the half haze of reality that is this horrible illness. My grandam was diagnosed with aggressive breast cancer tumor. So I am rotating between her appointments, my appointments and sleep...

New Year 2020 Well I have some significant updates... With the continued support of doctor i'm getting the M.E./CFS managed at least. So that is good. I am still working 2 days a week and still talking to both my kids regularly. Almost daily now! Also the BDSM online guy and I moved to just...

Finally, some good news! So, I got accepted into state insurance. And I have a regular doctor now. I'm going through all the appointments necessary and my female doctor is going through all the tests from the ground up to try to rule out CFS/ME as the only option. Also my kids finally starte...

I'm so sorry for your losses. I just caught up on your blog. I'm also sorry about Prof, but I'm proud of you for standing up for yourself. You have my solidarity. There's a lot of people here who care, and we all send our virtual hugs.

I haven't written in a long time. I'd love to say this last year columnated in me meeting Hunter but it did not. I'd love to say that I have healed, and that I am married or in a long term committed relationship, or that I miraculously healed from CFS/ME, or that I feel optimistic about my...

Life is ticking along. My health has stabalised and i've stopped sleeping all day everyday, only when I go out now do I need to rest and have a nap. But I'm very slowly able to walk my dog around the block, and also do regular things again like dishes, sweeping, dusting, keeping my room clean...

Part two of two: "The second half of 2018" And so I did not go to England. I had to tell Shooting Star that Rocky had let her down since they were in phone conversation together, but he suddenly vanished from her life as well. It further deteriorated a precarious relationship with her in the...

Part one of two: "The second half of 2018" So, none of you are going to be surprised about this, but after my last update, rocky vanished for almost 2 weeks, and then wrote me a letter to end things with me. Because I can't see my girls without having someone with me in the UK (part of the...

Well I had a really fun bday, and bday party, up in the mountains, hiking by the lake and having a picnic. Everyone was super supportive. But M.K. got really weird the next day, he basically I think, got super butt hurt I said no to sex the night before (I didn't give him a reason why, I simply...

I literally JUST did the same thing with my "padded"s sports bra's. I had never had sports bra without those in it and only recently realised I could remove them. Well I went through every single one of mine and removed them all. HA! I hate those so much. Womens breasts aren't even circular so...

@Atlantis- Thanks so much. I always meant to ask, are you british nationally? I think I saw some posts about family in england, regarding Prof wanting to visit when you go overseas. :) I really love reading your blog so thanks for popping up on mine! Things are still going very well. I'm glad...