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    Living Truthfully Within

    Something strange occured to me today. During all those years of back and forth with Rocky I never lost hope. But this week I ran into the man I really connected with online a year and some ago, I named him Flynn here. But I'm going to call him by the username he posted here: Rainfall. But...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Another day in the house of crazy with my mother. Lol in one day she's come over to get mad at me for letting my dog out side too long, For being too over weight. For not instantly being available on demand for whatever it is she needs. And for locking my door after I found her exhausting...
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    Not Dead Yet!

    Opal, I'm so sorry this happened to you. I agree no-contact/not in persons life sounds like a good step forward for both of these people. Virtual hugs, from mostly a lurker on your page. Please be kind to yourself at this time. :o
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So, Xavier bought a UK version of the WoW just to play with me and my european friends! He did this spontaneously and we talked about it. He was joking saying wow is everyone's secret mistress. I said no just people in our age group because the parents we had weren't approving of games, and...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So, It's been a weird winter. Not as bad as 2016/17 but weird nonetheless. I mentioned here about owning a home for the first time. However, I dont actually make the payments, my family do. I aggreed to do this, to be the sole owner of the home, and use my credit because my families credit...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    My respect for Xavier just went through the roof! So, we decided to be each others valentine! .... and in the moment of sharing, Xavier told me he had told our mutual friend (Gamer) about his crush on me. Then he asked if it'd be ok to pursue me since I have been friends with Gamer for a very...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Well the local guy is going no where fast... We been texting and he keeps dropping not so subtle hints about kissing and flirting, this really put me off as I specifically stated I want to be friends first :( Now he's taken to calling me ma'am. Ugh. :eek: I'm neither older, nor a teacher, nor...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Hey Powerpuffgrl, Thanks so much. Yes I have stopped expending energy theres just the small face he has a few boxes of mine in the uk and my other support network lost her son very recently so its bad timing to ask her to pick the boxes up for me. I need to give her much more time for that. So...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So it's been almost a month since I last posted. Somewhere in that time, slowly slowly, things started to turn around. My health slowly got better, and I slowly started to rejoin the land of the living. I was able to start socialising limitedly, at first, once a week which is still what i'm...
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    The Best Life Yet

    I wish you much success on your new journey. If you do create a blog elsewhere I'd love to keep hearing how your life goes. :) All the best Reverie.
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Almost a month to day from when Rocky asked me to be back with him and I set the ground rules, I ended it. Basically, he is doing the same things he did before. Won't schedule time to talk, only texts never calls. Won't keep commitments like date night once a month. Wanted to "reset" the...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Happy Holidays for everyone celebrating! I am having a good xmas this year for myself, first one I haven't been majorly depressed about for the last 2 years. That's good, 3 years to recover from MAJOR loss is not a bad record. It's definitely progress. I found my fur baby. Pictures soon! :) I...
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    New Board Space Idea

    Well actually the idea came to me because I was noticing a small subsection of peoples blogs I regularly read, and those who have melted away over the last year or two, who were actively poly and no longer poly not feeling like it would be ok to continue blogging here/contributing here...
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    Questions on ethics and having tough conversations

    Good luck Tinwen! It may seem a lot like small things to you but it's add up to quite a big shift in the last few months. I'm so pleased for all three of you and I'm glad you're understanding more of what you need, and asking for it and letting go of what you cannot change. Happy holidays if...
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    New Board Space Idea

    @ Fallen Angelina and Leetah You both initiated and continued the use of the word ghetto, and when I'm the one shocked you then accuse me of over reacting? What? lol. :confused::confused::confused: I'm not the one who started putting overloaded words into the conversation in the first place...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Last night when I called my mother out on her nagging her mother(my gran) in a patronising way, she retorted with "Sometimes I think you're 20!" I think this was her saying she thinks I'm a child :confused: I said cheerily and annoyingly to her "Well I'm going to take that as a compliment...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    To Thee Of soft smells upon a hanging tree corkscrew willows gently blowing in the breeze mimicking life and sadness in the afternoon the sun glint yellow of fluttering butterfly kisses too far to be felt sent on the breeze. Your body swaying and staying- like the oak and featherleaf of...
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    New Board Space Idea

    LOL! That's true. I probably should...BUT it isn't about honesty as it is internet protection for my kids. I'm still thinking there's a .2% chance that I can get them back. And while I'm out in my local groups, there's no real harm in that because it isn't a detailed file of it on the web. A...
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    New Board Space Idea

    :eek::eek::eek: I never at all meant to suggest a ghetto! And far from what I was thinking. Just think of my brain and suggestion like an oragniser file system on a computer. I simply saw a need for a new sub forum and went huh that might be useful? :confused: Appologise if I offended, but I...
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