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    Living Truthfully Within

    Ariel officially said I was part of her polycule and if she moved away would I consider moving too? :eek: I feel so loved at this moment. Words cannot describe.
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So I finally got a new trainer. That's interesting. I think if we met outside of training world he'd be a fantastic dom. LOL. It was really hard transition to a guy telling me what to do, with my past and all, and worse the poor dude has my uncle's first name, the same as on of the two uncles...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So...some new things are happening. Hmm what did I name the FWB? I don't think I did..., that's still ongoing, but i sat him down about his room and bug issue AND he cleaned it. Now we're going to order him a bed frame. Yeah. This guy is a total sweety, but he's got some self-care things. I...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So every single one of my romantic things have fizzled out. The girl said she was too busy with her fiance and other lover to have a third lover. The guy we still talk sorta friendly but when i asked about the possibility of being gf/bf he just backed off completely. We haven't been out since...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Why do my romantic and work lives keep accidently crossing over the last few days? :eek: I got a call today from someone I had been friends with online for over 5/6 years- I tentatively asked if it was him, and he didn't remember me, LOL so I said I'd send him a picture on break. No word, but...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Next month I am heading to my sisters wedding. I thought it was in July but I was wrong, august it is. I reached out to my brothers best friend, who I've known for a few years now. I met him in 2015 when travelling to the states from UK. We hung out for 2 weekends in a row and since then have...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Sigh. I dont even know where to start with the moving in with Benson and Arrow. Benson and I are still friens, he's now very much involved with a girl he's gone super serious with. And Arrow an I ont even speak anymore. It's sad. He's just not mature enough to talk to me about stuff. Basically...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So the move in has been successful and I am happy with my roomie, Benson, and our friendship cuddly thing right now. : ) Sex has tapered off, and I am mostly spending time with Arrow. We went up the to a local mountain, drove up 8 thousand feet and then spent the entire weekend together. We...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So Ariel and I have a mutual friend, and I haven't named her here or if I did I cant remember what I called her. I'll name her Jazzie. So Ariel, Jazzie and myself went out with my Ariel to celebrate her bday this weekend, and we had goo food and all of ours first manicures. Was super fun! I...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    So Arrow didn't show up, but this was OK we decided just friends. He did ask me to host a pool party for him in August. :) I will definitely be doing that! It's also ok because romantically I have reconsidered because I just found out he's 22....thats kinda my hard limit rule of being closer to...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Hey Everyone! Been a little while since an update. Casually dating around is still happening while working.. The guy I was unenthused about, that I had to stop him from pressuring me with sex, I will name him,...Jesse. He and I are still texting but I don't feel a huge strong connection...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Thanks Evie! :D Yeah it was really sudden and I am pleasantly surprised by it all, I am so thrilled to be a full time worker. So My first week at job! No triggers (yet), also no anxiety or discomfort. I feel like, I am not pretending either. I spent the first two days biking two and from work...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Thanks Evie <3 :) Always more hugs welcome! :D I have fantastic news today. Yesterday I went to an "assessment" for a possible interview. And on the same day, did a first interview, a second interview, a panel interview, then drug test and acceptance letter. It took into total about 6.5 hours...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Thanks for the smile Channingbee. It's nice to know I'm not speaking to a void lol. ---- I have been quiet here because even though I have been on a few dates with possible polyamorous accepting peeps nothing substantial has come about with any of them. I keep running into the same issue with...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    This morning is going good. Last night after weekend shenanigans I spent time with Ariel, Landon and Sasha (Landon's GF). We watched the last two harry potters, and made vegan dinner together. It was fun. :) The painting was...not well thought out enough because I didn't account for standing in...
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    In the garden

    Wishing you well on Wednesday. I hope it's nothing to be worried about. Hugs.
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Where to begin. More applications sent in to places. More resume building for specific applications. Spent an hour crying in shower, then got ready and felt better. Also took a little nap. Spent the morning talking to my girls and playing games. Did some cleaning. Now i'm chilling. Got a date...
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    Living Truthfully Within

    Thanks Opal! Congrats again on the move! Speaking of move, I just got all settled in with Ariel and Landon since Monday. I'm having some issues today with relating to Landon. He's gentle and kind but has a domme/kink side in bed which is why we ended things, and because he wasn't feeling it...
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    Kevin's Hetero MFM Poly-Fi V

    oo oo ooh! I wont give it away PPgurl is totally correct. I think you'll *love* season 3. :) Season 2 definitely had it's grim moments.
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    Not Dead Yet!

    Omg Opal, so exciting! Congrats! I hope the move goes really well, and smoothly!!! Yay! :D
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