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Not sex not poly amory related. I had to put my baby to sleep a week ago. not-one seems awake at this time so I will write. She was soooooooo terribly annoying. She lost her original shelter adoption name and became Peepers. She loved an open closet, an open bag an open drawer. it was annoying...

I was laying in bed this morning thinking about Mr Lime heading off on his vacation with Ms Cowgirl and thinking I was quite glad not to be going anywhere with him for a week. That was a bit of a realization. Prof is very easy to travel with. He let's me come up with things to do and also has...

I have been vegetarian for years and I used to run and work out with weights regularly but I do a lot less exercise now and unfortunately aging does take a toll. I think mostly I what I thought was the number of calories that I needed per day was simply too high and if I just exercised a bit...

Things are fine. Vacation went super well. Prof and I did a side trip for 4 nights and get he got a bit of a home country eye-opening! We did some GoT stops, he is not into at all but I enjoyed seeing some of the locations for real. Mr Lime is heading off on his trip at the end of this week, to...

I am back into working on the weight loss. I can technically get into my gray work pants but I am not going anywhere in them! I have been reading up a lot and am going the Calories In Calories out ( CICO) route. According to various calculators for my age and height, I should be eating around...

So trip plans are as good as they are going to get. I have a few more things to do tomorrow but my house is almost Airbnb clean for Mr Lime plus kids to stay. I do this rampant cleaning any time I plan to go away for a while. Someone has a key and is going come in but this is the form time I...

When a partner refuses to do or try something, like try sushi. They hate fish, hate the idea of raw fish, don't ever want to go into a sushi restaurant ever even if it is your birthday and you have given up asking because they make retching sounds anytime you mention it. Then they meet someone...

Mr Lime has booked himself a one week vacation with the new GF. I feel quite hurt and rejected. I tried to get him to go to anywhere but his "go to" vacation spot and he refused. He is going to one of my vacation idea spots with the new GF. He is also going in my last block of time that I had...

Mr Lime cancelled date night due to work. I didn't see him until yesterday when he was supposed to come down for the night. He got a speeding ticket on the way and then disappeared for a couple of hours to think. When he did turn up he said he wanted to see how things go with Ms Cowgirl. And was...

Date night with Mr Lime tomorrow! I am so excited and going all out, well all out on a budget. I haven't had a hair cut in a year, I go to the local student training place and every time they call I call they are booked. Well, tomorrow I am in. I also stacked a bunch of nail salon "stamps", Prof...

Mr Lime came over a chat yesterday as he was in town. He says he is very confused over what to do. He likes the new GF but sees her a medium term prospect. Apparently, her not-even-filed divorce is all ready contentious and filled with conflict. I told him I am fine to give him time and...

My therapist is great. Summarizing below. She told me to stop trying to be a monogamous full-time relationship person when everything I tell her says I am not. I keep trying to fit my square self into the round hole. Maybe it will happen later, but for as long as she has known me, I pull back...

Although my blogging has been very sporadic since I met Mr Lime, I am glad that some of it has been recorded. I just read through the pages of the time since I met Mr Lime and I am good with the decision to take some of kind of break. He was so intense so quickly. I see now why I took it all...

And the smoking. I really need to give up smoking but all my day or two days smoke free came to naught when I saw Mr Lime as he smokes. I have no will power around nicotine. So now I have no reason not to quit as I won't be seeing him for a couple of months/ever again. All in all, I think it is...

Mr Lime kinda sorta broke up with me. We had a bit of a chat by phone after he sent the "wish you well" text. And I am grateful it was text and not by phone. I definitely prefer a bit of forewarning rather than be side swiped by either a spontaneous phone call or the stress of a planned call...

Sending some restful and healing vibes. Take Care!

Just chatted to my 70 year old, very monogamous, BFF. She basically told me to stop kidding myself that I can do a full-on monogamy thing. She has met both Mr Lime ( once ) and Prof ( numerous times ). She is wise to point out that although Prof does a lot of his own thing, he always checks back...

I have been back in therapy since my last post. Prof paid for a lawyer to help me with the child support case. I am now paying more than I did, and it is barely manageable, but it was potentially looking at a house selling situation so I will grin and bear it. The child support agency person...

The names have been changes to protect the innocent. I find the creative names to be fun. I think I need a "Cloud-based Dragon" in my life :) Excuse me if I steal it. Using "A said this," and "B said that," is very confusing. I tend to use nicknames that use a known like of a person or...

I have reconnected with my therapist and will go next week. I did go away with Mr Lime. It was a lot of fun. I had a weekend trip with Prof with too. Also fun. Very fed up with being the strong independent one so that th other females get to be weak and drama filled. I lost my temper with...