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Still more to learn. I was out with Tilly tonight, wonderful, loving and fun. But I found myself struggling at one point with honesty, emotional. We were talking about my trips to California and all of the cool people I know, when I was hit with a wall of grief over the death of my friend Ryan...

Did I ever mention I'm very good at multitasking?

Me? Moving too fast? Maybe. My feelings are pretty low-key, compared to when this rodeo got started. The move from date to girlfriend was and is based on the level of intimacy I currently have with Tilly and FHC. I'm not including sex in the discussion, because it's not what I'd ever base a real...

Well, this is different Tess, Tilly and FHC are all out tonight on dates. I am now experiencing jealousy X 3. How fragging awesome is that? Life's weird and getting weirder. I do hope that they're having a good night, though. How odd is that? I'm alone right now, so this is where I get to find...

NRE? random thoughts I have never experienced love so freely given, so freely received. I'm having a drink, smoking a cigar and listening to Adele 21. If this all stops tomorrow, I'll still be grateful and humbled by what I've been given by my wife, FHC, Tilly, and their respective partners...

Sunday, I spent the afternoon walking and talking with FHC, then went for a walk alone in the rain, no coat. Sweet universe, what an amazing day. Hello FHC, thanks for letting me in. We'll walk slowly.

On Saturday, Tilly and Mike came to visit. I'm still smiling. :D I didn't know I could feel like this for more then one person. So many experiences of love and laughter, of the bittersweet sorrow of parting. Sigh... More, please.

Thanks, PussNBoots. Life's good right now, real good. I'm currently having a drink and smoking a Montecristo, pondering just how different my life is today from where this all began. I wouldn't trade a single day of the pain, fear, uncertainty or tears for an easier journey, because what I...

This asshat isn't poly, he's just trolling the community for fuck buddies. He's approached another person in the local group, oddly enough, who also wanted nothing to do with him. Small world.

And yet.. Last night was sublime in its wonder and enjoyment. Thanks, FHC.

Wow what a fuck up this was What a night. Tess and I decided to meet a guy who is in town working for awhile. Sort of a meet and greet, welcome to local polyland. He showed up half pissed, full of ego and bluster, and drank even more while he told lies and bad stories over and over, as only...

This thread has morphed into a different story, and as such, I'll hanging be out here: http://www.polyamory.com/forum/showthread.php?t=10738 I'll still check in here, as this is my story, and all of the lessons that have made these past 90 days one of the best personal growth experiences of...

http://www.polyamory.com/forum/showthread.php?t=7618 My journey into polyamory as a mono husband married to a poly wife. This new thread is about my walk on this side of the path, as a poly husband married to a poly wife. Hmm... I don't feel any different. Don't look any different either...

You alway make me smile. :) Yes, indeed. It's like a train engine at or above red line, and growing. Oh no, dear RP, on this I am indeed listening. As much as I'm enjoying things on this side of the discussion, I will not do so at another's expense. I will slow things down if I start to see...

A short note to my wife, I love you. My darling Tess, how naive of me to think that you wouldn't be bothered by my time with another. How could you not? Because you were first to the experience, I assumed you prepared. How foolish of me. I'm sorry, baby. I love you, Tess. I'm not going...

This may sound odd coming from me, but be gentle with yourself. You're awesome just for taking the time to look at this honestly. I, for one, know just how difficult it can be. I have a no-running, no-avoiding policy in place with the universe that works for me. It is painful at times, but also...

Oh, you tease me so. ;)

You, my dear, were the one who challenged my beliefs and my stance in this wee adventure, so you tell me. See you Wednesday. This is all your fault. And yes, they are indeed lovely, as are you, my dear. Love ya, baby. ;) Me too! I have no idea where this going, only that my place in this is...

I have given no thought to exploring polyamory other than as a monogamous partner involved in a poly relationship. Yet I now find myself having to look at this wee concept in detail, and from an angle I would not have considered when this journey started. The details will remain with me, as is...

Ordering this book I'll join the discussion once it arrives. Thanks for the suggestion