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Related I'm sure a counselor is going to say it's all related to each other. Having low self esteem, hating my body, easily controlled and then bulimia which from articles I've read is about me gaining control when I feel I do not have control more than it's about controlling my weight (not so...

Thanks :) Thanks :) It is nice sometimes to feel not alone and not crazy. I for sure won't show him and I have my privacy search on while I'm on my phone so I don't think when he goes through my phone he will be able to find it. Unless he has a spyware which I wouldn't be surprised.

Counseling I know this is not a funny situation, but thinking about counseling I had to laugh. I almost want to record the counselor a face during the first session when they ask why I'm there and my response is, "I think I'm a lesbian who is married who a man who was formally physically...

Counseling I'm going to try to find an in-network/LGBT friendly counselor in my area for MYSELF only. I don't really want marital counseling at this time. I don't feel I'm ready to work on our relationship. I would like to figure myself out first.

Hmmmm 1. Acknowledge my ability to make decisions: Hell no. He has to "protect me" because I am not smart enough to make my own decisions. I have a masters degree so I am not as dumb as he acts like I am (not that degrees make a person smart or lack of a degree does the opposite). 2. Life...

Agree Counseling is probably a good idea. His support is weird. He's cool one day and irate and divorcing me if I don't do what he says the next. I think it's because I've hurt him by being open.

Somewhat He loves me, yes. Am I allowed to explore this? Not really. I'm not really allowed to do much. He doesn't trust me. Going out with friends is a no. Going to Walmart alone is a no. He is just "jealous that other people might look at me". I don't know. He's a little too controlling and...

Slowpoly Slowpoly- I added answers in....but it all looks like your quote with just a thanks

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Thanks Thanks :) It's so weird because I'm a huge supporter of the gay, lesbian, bi, transgenered, poly community....but I feel so ashamed of my own feelings. I'm not sure happiness is in the cards for me.

God And then other times I feel like God made me love her and took her away to punish me for how I feel. It's been suggested that I get counseling or work with my pastor to pray this away. But I honestly don't think it's going to go away.

I guess I suppose? I feel crazy for feeling the way I do. I've developed other issues because of feeling so out of control (a resurrection of a past eating disorder). I'm not sure who to be anymore. Sometimes I feel like I should just smile, live in my suburbs, do the bake sales, and church...

About 3 months ago I told my husband I have been with since I was 14 that I liked women. He was okay with the journey and about a month ago I met a woman who I fell in love with. They couldn't handle each other and with a heavy heart I ended my relationship with her. My husband is the only...