The past few days.
The past few days have been filled with letters. Its obvious and he admits that he has kept me shut out for quite some time. So many things he's been keeping bottled up that the letters help him organize each one. He has adressed some very big issues that we have had including how he treated me in regards to sex. He's definitely peeling back the layers of the onion.
Everything is coming out into the open. Little things, big things, the good, the bad, the ugly. Its not really important all that that entails. The big issue is that he was completely closed off to me an that was poison to our relationship.
While I am still leery of him, I feel closer to him than I have in a long time. Are things perfect? No I still don't feel safe enough to lay my heart on the table at his mercy, but these letters are a baby step. I get a few each day. Each letter detailing one specific issue or incident.
So myeah, we shall see where this takes us. I'm finding that I've come to terms with the fact that there is no quick fix. This has been happening for months if not years and it will take time to leave no stone unturned.
It hasn't been an easy week, but its been a good one I would say.