My never ending life story

[Riaa]

Hello! My name is Ria and I decided to tell you about my life story, things that happened to me that made me suffer.. and still following me... to begin I was in school 6 years old, I thought it would be fun but... the kids didn't like me they called me ugly and fat.. the girls in my class got me naked and made fun of me, I felt awful... 2 years later a boy in my class wanted me to suffer so he started hitting me and making fun of me and once he grabbed me from my neck and I almost faint... I was alone, my friends there didn't really care when I was bleeding, suffering... and I started losing weight, I became so skinny... from anorexia... junior highschool started... I felt like everybody wanted to harm me and some guys made fun of me and then a girl came telling me look nobody likes you you are an ugly slut that will be virgin forever... I could't stop crying... 12 years old then... my older sister that time had a boyfriend who wanted to rape me and that was so dirty because he was 20 and I was 12... I started cutting and attempting to commit suicide... I felt so depressed... 1 year later there were some people who wanted me to flash and that continued for years because they were saying that if I didn't do that they would harm me or post the pictures... I then cut even more... when I was 14 my ex tried to rape me and I broke up with him and felt lucky that I escaped... when I was 15 a pervert man was following me and my best friend and wanted to touch us... then I got into mania... anxiety... depression... some friend told me they would help me if I gave them a blowjob so... I did... I wanted someone to help me... I needed support... although I made many friends in high school I still couldn't feel better... at the age of 16 I met a guy who tried to help me but he forced me to hook up with him when he became my boyfriend and I did it then... I liked it... but he wanted that all the time and I stayed with him because he helped me and I thought he liked me for real... after 2 years we broke up because I felt like he is a bad guy he proved that I was wrong for choosing him... after a while I made up with my best friend and we are together about 2 months and he doesn't want something in exchange so that he can help me, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and I get pills... my ex who was with me for 2 years wanted to be friends with him and I believed him... he wanted to rape me... for revenge... I still try to stay strong.. don't trust easily and don't show your kindness easily... people are mean... people want to harm you...

 

[kdt26417]

Hello Ria,

Thanks for sharing your story. I am sorry that people have treated you so terribly throughout your life. If you need someone to talk to I am here, I will be kind to you and ask nothing in return. You are a good person and deserve some happiness in life. Hang in there, things will get better.

Sincerely,
Kevin T.

 

[Riaa]

Thank you Kevin

 

[kdt26417]

Happy to help.