Recent content by Monkfish

Well, I took your advice and ended all things with Jade... I miss her so much, can't talk about her with anyone. Feels like a betrayal. LIFO I guess... I'm back mono now... Yes, I'm a damped rag... Call me whatever you want...

I'm not, thanks for your concern but I just feel like I should go my own way and just fulfill my duties towards my kids...

You were right. Both Jade and Eve are rejecting poly after both of them brought up the subject (hey, I was just a plain old cheater like there are many of them). I'm in a depression again. I love both with whole my heart and it will kill me, but perhaps I should end things with both of them...

Thanks... Time is all I have, I think I lost Jade. Now there's no rush at all. Last time I fell in love was 15 years ago, so at that pace I can prepare Eve and myself for the next time it happens...

This weekend something went completely wrong. She entrenched herself completely in a monogamy ultimatum: you can be polyamorous but it will be without me. I must have fucked up in communication somehow, I don't recall where it was. I thought I acknowledged her feelings and doubts without...

Oh, and if it doesn't work out at all: be glad you found out so early...

It's my idea if the relationship is good, jealousy can be dealt with. I remember being jealous on Eve, my wife, when she was kissing another man when we were not together yet but had feelings for each other. Lately, she confessed she was in love with another man and it surprised me to feel no...

People still keep playing with the lotery... It's the dream that keeps the fire on. I'd say be carefull what you wish for...

I learned not to judge about relationships while knowing only one side of the story. I just can see you are in doubt of your relationship but don't want to leave because of some kind of guilt (cancer), which is imho something what's not relevant. You should think things over with your heart...

Could be and this is strong stuff.

Like most things in within is truth...

You don't own possessions, possessions own you :rolleyes: I sometimes hope to get back to a life where material things don't matter at all, but I'm afraid that spiral is difficult to break...

Could be worse...;)

I started watching but was distracted very quickly...

That's intresting... What if the older partner vetoes over that?