Recent content by PineappleLove

Thank you all. I had a long talk with my husband last night and so many tears were cried (mine only) and so many emotions were felt. I am scared to make a move, but I made the first small step, talk with one of them. Next comes Chey. My husband still doesn't see that he isn't meeting my needs...

Okay, so I posted some time ago on a long thread, and have stepped back with all the advice to really think. To catch up anyone who hasn't read my other posts (my introduction and my long post) I have been in a triad relationship with my husband and our partner Cheyenne. I have been struggling...

I don't even know where to begin. You have me speechless and in such deep thoughts. I am just baffled at how much more you just opened my eyes and mind up too, for me to think deeply about and try to look at from a different perspective. I'm going to sit here, for as long as I need, and really...

First, how do you single out specific parts of a post?! I love how helpful it is to reply that way. Unfortunately, when my dam breaks, it flows for a while because of how much is bottled up. I just now am getting it under control to stop crying completely, only tear up. My conflict is that I...

And I wanted to clear something up that I thought I expressed but read back and hadn't covered it. I was the first to cheat (before we married), and then it was like a tit-for-tat instance. He would text other girls and have emotional affairs, and then I would physically cheat later on, and then...

This made me cry. Just finally feeling like I am not as crazy as I am made to feel I am about what I see and feel. I feel so stuck because I've thought about calling it quits with both of them and walking away and letting them have one another because I am not having my needs met but they make...

Yes, I am very fearful and jealous, and constantly comparing myself to Cheyenne. I have always compared myself to others when it comes to Tim, especially during times he cheated on our marriage (emotionally and physically, different times). He would tell me that it was my fault, that I pushed...

Thank you, I will definitely look through these links. I appreciate all the help and advice!! I can't speak for him as much as I can myself. I am definitely fearful of losing him. He started out expressing fear of losing me, but hasn't so much since he adjusted to the lifestyle. I, however, am...

Okay, so my husband and I have been together since high school (with a small break in there), have been married since October 2007 with 4 kids. Our marriage has seen it all, cheating, family death, job loss, financial burdens, lack of communication, lack of intimacy, different parenting styles...

Thanks, I will!

That's really just my question I guess, what is the right way for us..?! I am new to this all still and I am learning how open and free polygamy is.

Hello all! My name is Bonny (36yo) I am in a poly relationship of about 16 months now and I am still finding myself questioning how things are supposed to go. My husband (37yo) , of almost 18 years, and I brought in a partner, Cheyenne (23 yo). We all get along well, have common interests with...