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I am so sorry and have huge empathy. Today I will know if I'm in the same boat as you. It hurts but if you're not in a healthy relationship, it's like we're just dying inside. Hugs

my group(s) Let's see in total is 10. One is local and one is long distance: Me-->Bassman<--Wild Orchid-->Dude<--Messa (local) In my long distance is Sir with us girls: Me, Fairy, Raven, Milk Maid and another girl

Happy 4th of July! Last night was a moment of huge growth! Wild Orchid texted me wondering if I wanted to hang out with her, drink wine, while she waited for Bassman to get off work (was to be sometime after nine). I invited her over. I bbq'd the elk steak my boyfriend gave me last week, cooked...

Does J know about your casual sexual relationship? Just thinking she hasn't told him and she's worried you'll out her.

Thanks for all the comments and opinions, gives me some points of view to chew on. Appears his frustration with Windows 8 and the bootloader software was coming at me sideways.

Interesting you perceive I'm humiliating him. I don't agree and your comment doesn't answer my request for advice. I'm not upset at all.

Exactly. I know all the above. Just how he was being and what he was saying made me want to cry. I felt yesterday like I had no rights to be happy, that he'd rather have me not content and envious of his relationship with wild orchid. I don't really think its the emotions he's bothered by but...

And I do realize he's going to struggle. I won't see boyfriend again until Aug 15th.

Maybe its because I actually made a connection with someone. Its taken me a year. Hub found his upset 7 months ago.

I can't seem to articulate the sentences I need to say to hub regarding me writings on fetlife, my journey into submission and my description of sex with my new boyfriend. I realize what he read can be hard to swallow but sex with hub is more sensual and I don't want to change it, it is...

Mags, I'm so happy for you that it's working out and the communication is growing. I don't post any advice since I'm still pretty new to all this, but I've been reading all your posts and your blog and have been rooting quietly for you.

hmm I'm kind of torn. On Thursday one of my new metamours called Sir. Raven was freaking out about another potential new girl, let's call her Milk Maid (this is what Sir now intends her position within the homestead to be once he gets a herd of cows) who is going to be a sub too. Raven's...

Happy Birthday!

I had an amazing experience with Sir. Down right awesome. His mind is absolutely amazing. His homestead is offgrid...powered by solar energy, his creeks with hydro operations. I did some "nekked" gardening, learned his 10 rules quickly (there is no rule #9). Basman, Wild Orchid and the two...

In a few hours I'm taking off for my adventure/vacation to meet Sir. Lots of excitement. Wild Orchid and Bassman are leaving the same time for camping with pnutt & princess. They are so worried about what type of person Sir is (guess they're my escape route if needed) that their camping trip is...

Have you told him your needs?

So back to bassman. There's a part of him that doesn't get why I'm choosing to sub with someone besides him. Gosh, how do I explain it's truly because I can't see myself being submissive with him. That the trust that is needed for me to want to go that route isn't there. His fault, my fault and...

What a strange week. Bassman's work has been in transition from a pub & grille to fine dining restaurant. Last night he banked 47 hours since Sunday and actually hasn't had a day off since two Wednesdays ago. His overnights with Wild Orchid have been limited due to all the changes. I've been...

I'm enjoying your posts on fb (yes we have friended each other there peeps)! Your daughter looks like she's having a blast. Speaking of fawns...the above reminded me of when I was preggo with teen. We went camping Memorial Day weekend up on one of those huge mountains in WA. We climbed up this...

I was going to suggest anywhere from Portland, OR up to Seattle.