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familiar with that. He wrote it about his wife, who has Lupus. One of Mohegan's favorites as well.

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"Several" being two, and before you expressed that you didn't want them on here, for some reason... (sigh) you're over-reacting again...

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Killswitch Engage - This Fire Burns. gets me through the hard times.

So yesterday I learned that, while my paranoia has served me well in the past, it is NOT helping me right now. More on this after sleep. Suffice it to say that not everything was as fucked up as I imagined it to be.

HAH!!! Welcome to my world as of late, love. Just knowing that you've got my back in all of this is enough. I'd have lost it already if it wasn't for you.

So I just did the math here. J is moving to Pittsburgh for at least the summer (4 months, I believe). Most of us think he won't be coming back. He's already asked Cricket to come with him for the summer. She has yet to respond. He is the one who suggested to her that she "needs to take a...

Tuesday, Dec. 21, 2010 10:56 AM Haven't had the time to write in this thing since I got to Ohio - I've been too busy doing work and running errands for the in-laws. Trying to keep my mind off of Cricket, but that's a losing battle. When we talk, half the time I don't even get an "I love you"...

No, Mr. Fett (and he IS a Mr. believe you me) is the most interesting man in the Galaxy.... a galaxy far, far away... :)

Linkin Park - Ten Thousand Suns Odd, given that I generally hate them. But this album is nothing like their other stuff.....

LOL, Alpha Male, eh? It's kinda funny that a few of my friends have made similar comments at different times. Not feeling very "alpha" at the moment, but the comment still made me smile. Irony..... I've spent damn near our entire relationship trying to convince Cricket that she neds to see a...

For those who care to know, please read my blog. NOTE: This is a shameless plug to get some freakin advice, or at least some alternative points of view and support that I need right now. And thank you, love. It means more to me right now than you may be aware of.

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Friday, Dec. 17th 2010, 5:13 AM The fear issue with Cricket comes down to a fear of someone I love rejecting me, IE saying "You're not good enough to be my lover". So, let's explore this recently discovered fear of rejection. I suppose it starts in childhood. I had a...

Thursday, Dec. 16 2010. Realizing what a mess I really am. Last night, after talking with Panda, I realized that I can't do anything just for the sake of enjoying it. I have to "win" or "succeed" at what I'm doing, or I feel like I'm not "good enough". I can't accept defeat. I can't quit...