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Today is my 1 year anniversary with JR! It's strange, there are moments where I cannot believe it has been a year. And then I look back and think of all the heartbreak and go, yeah it feels much longer. JR & I celebrated it last night cause we knew we'd have Valentine's day to make extra special.

JR & I had out own Superbowl party tonight. We rooted for the Chiefs to win so JR's stupid-visors to loose LOTS OF MONEY. WOO HOO THEY DID!!

I consider myself solo poly after some dramatic implosions of my last 2 poly relationships. I feel that I now have good boundaries in place that will serve me into the future. JR & I have good communication and will make a good foundation for our relationship. I would love having a KTP (kitchen...

So far so good. The real fall out will happen when he finally feels ready to make the move out. I am just glad that I have removed myself as far as I can from it.

Tonight I finally blocked Angela's cell phone. The final tie for me is cut. JR has his own list of steps he needs to do before finally moving out of the apartment. Hopefully by March he will have his own place and he will have peace.

Yesterday the finale of stuff got out without a hitch. I made sure to give Marion a big hug & a kiss as well as to ask how she was doing to make sure I didn't upset her routine too much. When I looked at the corner. Everything was placed neatly on my wire shelves with my computer chair in front...

Me too! I have one really bad spasm in the morning before I have any caffeine. Then it's multiple smaller less intense ones during the day. I haven't been formally diagnosed with anything as of yet. But I wasn't the one to say nipple spasms to begin with.

IMO giving/receiving head is foreplay, be it with a man or woman. And doesn't lead to PIV/toy sex all the time. JR has the same opinion. Angela did not & was extremely upset at JR & I 69ing one night. She thought when she asked us for no sex that we would just kiss/make out in bed together. She...

Cutting down on my caffeine intake on how many and how intense the nipple vasospasms are have been encouraging. So far I keep getting them but they haven't been much less painful. On Wednesday I will be getting the last of my stuff out of JR's apartment.

Boob Update Mammography & ultrasound done. Nothing found, clean scans. Dr agrees with the nurse practitioner at Planned Parenthood. Vasospasms brought on by too much caffeine. So I am to cut down slowly during this month. Drink 1/2 caff coffee, tea & water. Planning on getting the last of my...

Thanks Leetah. I think my best option is to get my stuff out during the time Angela is at work during the week soon. When I got the first half of my stuff Angela wanted to stupidavise- I mean supervise us so no "hanky-panky" would happen. I have no clue why she would think I would fool around...

Date night with JR. He needed to vent about the other side of the Vee. The first thing he said was I was right. After Angela's mom got hurt I said that she will move her in as soon she got out of rehab. That was the reason she wanted my stuff out. And even though she was telling my that there...

Ok. I have been known to have the eerie dreams which boarders on being precognitive. I had one earlier this week. Deja vu episode to follow Case in point: The dream began that I was in JR's apartment to get the rest of my stuff. I go into the spare room to find that it was empty. Angry, I go...

I had a lovely lunch date with JR today. While discussing how things are going on the other side of the Vee and how he's holding up. Kinda like having a "RADAR" meeting (I have been watching/listening to ALOT of the Multiamoury podcast lately;) ). JR told me he has been pulling away from Angela...

More news: I lucked out and got an appointment for my diagnostics for next Monday at 2pm. Much better than the almost month wait I was told could be the wait. I love my job but being uninsured sucks ass.

Update: NO LUMPS *phew* But now I need to get a diagnostic ultrasound & a mammogram ASAP. So still a big ? But the big scaries have been ruled out for now.

I have a Planned Parenthood appointment on Friday at 1pm. I do not want to begin 2020 with a bit of a health scare, but better to get it checked and out of the way the better. Keep fingers crossed for me!

For the past 4 days I have been having a burning sensation in my right nipple twice a day. I have never had any issues with my breasts before & I am going to be making the earliest available appointment with Planned Parenthood. I have told my family & JR about it. Even though I was very calm...

Back home from my mini vacation, and it has been a clusterfuck with Elaine. She seems to be extra sensitive since I have returned. Going into fits of rage the crying uncontrollably over seemingly nothing. I will correct something in an even tone and she will snap at me "Well, maybe I should just...

Insomnia is a cruel bitch & holidays suck ass! Because I can't sleep I went looking around on Facebook, big mistake. I came across some pics posted from NYE by Angela's friends. And now I am weeping silently cause everything between Angela, JR & I began to happen, with a fateful tipsy kiss at...